Imagine that you have a very difficult choice. From the one hand you`ve got what you dreamt about and it gives you the possibility to live good and as you want. And from the other side you need to face a lot of negative, meet sometimes not good mannered people with not very clean thoughts in their heads. I started thinking that I`m turning into them.
That black`s becoming white for me and what I thought bad is now "so-so" for me. I started thinking about leaving and finding what is right and what