Hi everyone!
It's almost a long time since someone has been interested in me... I mean he loves me... but I think it's better to say he loved me... 'Cos I don't know if he loves me anymore...
But I was not the girl he thought I was...I couldn't do what he wanted me to do...
So, today I told him a sentence:
"To stay forever, you have to go! Sometimes to someone's heart and sometimes from someone's heart!"
And I told him that I have to choose the second way since I don't want to hurt you!!!
I asked him "Open your heart's door and send me out! I promise I'll never come back!"
But he didn't tell me anything! I asked him again and he told me that
"GO! It's open!"
And since then, I'm not sure whether he actually sent me out of his heart or not?! But, I really came out of his heart!!!
At least I'll try my best to never go back to his heart by myself!!!
But the thing is, I never sent him out of my heart and I told him that it's a long time you've chosen the first way of that sentence!!!
And I told myself "Actually you came to my heart to stay forever!!!"
Now my question is: In your opinion, did I hurt him?
And I think my problem is, I expect myself too much!
So, whenever I cannot do what others want me to do, I have guilty conscience!!!
And it's really hard to come up with this problem!