Dear Captain,
After a long while, I've calmed myself down from my deteriorative memory and my stupid mistake and decided to write to you again. I am sorry that a thing happened in last June which drove me crazy delayed my letters to you. I hope everything is going well with you.
In that gloomy June, my belief was destroyed by Grandma Zeng's death. I thought I was getting better just as mom always encouraged. It turned out my condition rapidly worsened and it caused a big pity as well as made me lo
