i know that i always need friends who will be by my side whenever i feel sad or do something wrong. i hope that they can help me to overcome my problem, my woe and make me feel okay. i hope that they won't abandon me when i feel bad. i hope that they can understand me. i hope that they won't be my friends just because of my physical attractiveness. i hope that they r still my friends even if i am not cool, not beautiful or sth like that. i hope they can understand my feelings. i hope they know who i am and what i can do. i hope they can tell me that i'm not wrong at all when everyone say that i'm wrong. i hope that they will accept me to do what i like. i hope that they won't tell me that i should do this or i shouldn't do that, i know that they want the best for me, but do they understand that i have my own mind. i will take their advise when i think that it's necessary. i hope that they will believe me all the time. i hope that they know how much i need them in my life, but i can't show it. i hope they know that i am a humans too, so i need a little time alone for thinking. i hope that they can let me alone for a while and will realize that i'm not as good as they thought. and the last i hope that they r all happy with their family and their friends maybe not with me.
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today is the day that i will become an adult. maybe i had to be an adult 2 months ago. since 2 moths ago, my family has a change. but up to now i have just feel how sad it is. my mom's health is not good. and so does my dad. but they still do many works to raise money for my studying. i don't know what i can do to help them. every time i see their faces, i feel sad, my heart was broken. my parents borrowed a lot of money from s.o for business. but now we can't pay because their partner had taken their money away. so now they work hard. but i don't know when we can pay that money. so sad.i hope i can do something for my parents.
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i know that i always need friends who will be by my side whenever i feel sad or do something wrong. i hope that they can help me to overcome my problem, my woe and make me feel okay. i hope that they won't abandon me when i feel bad. i hope that they can understand me. i hope that they won't be my friends just because of my physical attractiveness. i hope that they r still my friends even if i am not cool, not beautiful or sth like that. i hope they can understand my feelings. i hope they know who i am and what i can do. i hope they can tell me that i'm not wrong at all when everyone say that i'm wrong. i hope that they will accept me to do what i like. i hope that they won't tell me that i should do this or i shouldn't do that, i know that they want the best for me, but do they understand that i have my own mind. i will take their advise when i think that it's necessary. i hope that they will believe me all the time. i hope that they know how much i need them in my life, but i can't show it. i hope they know that i am a humans too, so i need a little time alone for thinking. i hope that they can let me alone for a while and will realize that i'm not as good as they thought. and the last i hope that they r all happy with their family and their friends maybe not with me.
