i know that i always need friends who will be by my side whenever i feel sad or do something wrong. i hope that they can help me to overcome my problem, my woe and make me feel okay. i hope that they won't abandon me when i feel bad. i hope that they can understand me. i hope that they won't be my friends just because of my physical attractiveness. i hope that they r still my friends even if i am not cool, not beautiful or sth like that. i hope they can understand my feelings. i hope they know who i am and what i can do. i hope they can tell me that i'm not wrong at all when everyone say that i'm wrong. i hope that they will accept me to do what i like. i hope that they won't tell me that i should do this or i shouldn't do that, i know that they want the best for me, but do they understand that i have my own mind. i will take their advise when i think that it's necessary. i hope that they will believe me all the time. i hope that they know how much i need them in my life, but i can't show it. i hope they know that i am a humans too, so i need a little time alone for thinking. i hope that they can let me alone for a while and will realize that i'm not as good as they thought. and the last i hope that they r all happy with their family and their friends maybe not with me.
        
i know that i always need friends who will be by my side whenever i feel sad or do something wrong. i hope that they can help me to overcome my problem, my woe and make me feel okay. i hope that they won't abandon me when i feel bad. i hope that they can understand me. i hope that they won't be my friends just because of my physical attractiveness. i hope that they r still my friends even if i am not cool, not beautiful or sth like that. i hope they can understand my feelings. i hope they know who i am and what i can do. i hope they can tell me that i'm not wrong at all when everyone say that i'm wrong. i hope that they will accept me to do what i like. i hope that they won't tell me that i should do this or i shouldn't do that, i know that they want the best for me, but do they understand that i have my own mind. i will take their advise when i think that it's necessary. i hope that they will believe me all the time. i hope that they know how much i need them in my life, but i can't show it. i hope they know that i am a humans too, so i need a little time alone for thinking. i hope that they can let me alone for a while and will realize that i'm not as good as they thought. and the last i hope that they r all happy with their family and their friends maybe not with me.
        
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yap i think that's i have too much demanding. but these r just my hopes. i hope they can do these things but if they cant,it's no matter. they r still my friends. i didn't say that they have to do because these things just r my hopes,my hopes nothing more. i know that if i want to receive from others i should give first. i'm not selfish to want all behave good to me. i just hope they dont hate me. that's enough.
and i'm not selfish to receive from others without giving.
and i dont think that i give to receive from others. just giving . i dont care that will i receive all i gave.
if only u can understand my thoughts.i said i hoped they do these things for nothing, just because i hope they can understand who i used to be, who i am,and who i will be. that's all. i dont think that i will demand them to do anything for me just hope they can understand me only.
i will talk to u later
i'm late fr my school
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