It's always hard to make a decision.

I am exciting when things I made seem great,

but then, somehow, I happen to feel bad, really bad.

I ask myself, "Why are you feeling so bad?" and I say,

"Because I'm afraid. "

I'm afraid if I made a bad decision. I'm afraid if there were

better chances and I missed them.

I know that in the end it's me who can calm me down

but when I am so afraid, I need someone telling

me 'It's okay. Everything's okay. You are doing a good job.'

So I wrote this post, though it's little depressing for the first

post;), but I thought it would be helpful if I tell those warm

words to myself by writing.

It seems little late, but...

Those who read my first post!

Hi. I'm Carol. I joined this site cause I like English, and I want to learn a lot from you. Glad to meet you here. Have a good day, everyone!