ESL Blogs

i just skim over some blog in EC, some of them are really  impressive .

they are so impressive that i can help to write myself's blog at once and also bring back my passion to write.

i like writing , but recently i felt powerless to insist on writing english blog everyday for improving my written english.

it is my fault ,i know, my english is not good enough to express my real mind exactly.

i  bewildered how to write down my mind clearly ,and that's really make me disappoint myself .

then, i lose the confidence of writing , and forget the motivation of learning english.

For finishing an blog , it will takes me a lot of time to look up words in dictionary and contemplate the tense and grammar. it is boring and awful for me , and my patience disappears gradually.

i used to try my best to keep calm and whisper to myself to insist on , however, the giant gap between my mind and my article's meaning is really hard to accept by myself.

i try to recall the situation which i learnt my mother togue language when i was a child and tell myself the situation now is the same with that time. But , i couldn't ignore i am an adult and have complex ,meaning mind , i have accustomed to the maturing way to think and express by using complicated,accurate,rich words or phrace . what's more, i enjoy the feeling to write down my idea conheretly ,but they all can not be achieve when i write english article.

in fact ,i still doubt if i could be proficience in english one day , because it seems too impossible.

Fortunately,i am not alone because of being accompanied by many learners here , though we don't know each other , i still could felt the power from your enthusiasm and insistence on english.