Sitting alone in my cubicle..hearing the sound of the rain, and the music accompanies me as though understanding that I do not want to be disturbed.
Rain .....brings a magical atmosphere for me, sadness is so drowned.....
Have you ever felt the grief is so hard to leave you? the sorrow is hugging you so tight....even though you try to escape from it.... It's following your step...haunting you whenever you close your eyes..
I walk slowly towards the window...trying to find something that is able to repel my sadness. sitting on my couch, start to read La Tahzan (wrote by Aidh b A Alqarni).. the book that I haven't wanted to touch.......I hope to find a great sentence to wake me up from the nightmare...
I have lost you, but I don't want to lose my life too...your love is precious, but my life is more...........
I close the book, trying to find my own answer...I have lost but not yet dead
small faint smile on my lips, little burden lifted, I take a deep breath, reach my laptop and start writing....
hhhhaaaahhh!!!! I am alone but not lonely......
TADDDDAM MY FIRST BLOG....
Comments
Congratulation for your first blog. So touching :). It's real sound from your heart.
nice one, i really can relate to your blogs coz most of the time i feel like this, even if you have company with you either its your friends or relatives, even you're surrounded by a crowd yet you still feel empty inside. good thing that you write from your heart. thanks for sharing ratu :D
Badal thanks for reading my blog...I try to write with my heart...
Reeyaz thank you for reading my blog and giving me your correction...
and about that sentence...its representation of all whom lost their precious one...
thank you....
nice effort with lovely feelings:)
Keep on writing
@ RATU... congratulations for your First blog with Wonderful SENTENCE
'I have lost you but I don't want to lose my life too...your love is precious but my life is more..........."
Here's my observation
"the book that never wanted me to touch..hope to find a great sentence to wake me up from the nightmare" The book that I never wanted to touch.... gave a great sentence which helped me to wake up from this nightmare with new hopes.
Nice blog composed with...inspiring feelings.. Continue to write RATU
Sivar....really??? thank you for reading my blog
Thanks my dear pixy...i really appreciate...i will read it later..lol
You're not lonely but sad. Rain and music are always good combination :D But why that book doesnt want to be touched by you? Hmm, I guess it want to be read from first to last page, not only touched hehe.
Congrats on your first blog!
I notice a small mistake: "the sorrow is hug.... you"