I`ll tell u abt my love story. I and he were friends in high school. He sat in front of me abt 2 tables. We had a good friendship. And suddenly, when I was grade 11 ( in my country, we have 12 grades, and after that we will go to the university), he studied abroad. And I realised that I fall in love with him. But I`ve never told him abt that. I`ve hidden my love for 5 years.Becoz I always think I dont deserve for him. And Im not brave enough to express my love. Im scare of failure.But unfortunely, I told my best friend abt that, he`s also a bestfriend of my dreaming lover. And he told my dreaming lover that I have still loved him. He said that he knew my love. But He doesnt think now I have still loved him. And he also doesnt have girlfriend at the moment. My bestfriend set a meeting for both of us next Februrary.I`ll have a chance to meet him after 5 years.But wat I have to do ? Failure, hopeless. and so on,Im afraid of we both changed.Scare a lotttttttt!!!!!!
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Im still in my exam, the last exam at the university. But it`s very hard for me now to decide which is the right way to continue? I love marketing, a lot. But you know marketing is very huge and to become a marketer. That means y have to be excellent or not. Nothing is easy, I know, and I dont mind difficulties and I`m bridging them. :)). A little nervous, and Chirstmas will come, I feel alone, alone becoz my decision.Maybe I have a big desire, so I seem not ok now.I dont like Chirstmas really. It`s the day that makes me feel uncomfortable. Cold in my heart . I prefer New Year becoz it makes me feel a new beginning. Chirstmas is the last day of the year.I have a lot of worries, but I dont want to share with anyone. It`s my personality. Sometimes I think I like a turtle, hide in a cover and I feel ok in this.
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