Too young sometimes too naive !

Yes, my thought is too young before i get married. I think a lot of people have same feeling. I become more mature after marriage.

i was a half loser in marriage, because my shedule is totally different with my husband. i get up at 6 a.m--- sleep at11 p.m. While my husband get up at 4 p.m--sleep at 3 am. ok, it is no problem.i can endure it.

The big problem is: My husband never work. He go out drinking and smoking at night;  Sleep in the day, watch TV at home all day long. His advantagy is he can cooking, and he treat people very kind. That's the one reason i marry him at that time. I know marriage never have regret, so i trying to persuade him to work. He accept that but never action.

So i was very puzzle.... 

Continue the story of last year, i choose the man who can afford me good living condition, and we get married.

My heart struggle for a long time.Even i know him for a very long time, we decide marry less than 20 days.At that night, he said he fall in love with me by message, and my heart is so hot.

After that, we begin dating,and our first kiss even though we know each other for a very long time. And in the coincidence, his parents advice him to consider me (they don't know we are dating actually), so we get married with everybody's wishes.

Now i am become his wife, and we prepare to have one baby asap, hope everything goes well for us.

---------- Happiness share with EC friends here, wish
EC friends also get happiness.

I accept one man's ( let's call him Jack here) pursuit without knowing his backgrounp at the begging, but i know his backgroug gradually, just feeling we have same topic with each other, he is a talent and hardworking person. However, life is realistic, he couldn' t afford me a good living quality if i marry with him. So i fell i cann't marry a man who couldn't give me good living condition even he love me.

At this moment, my upperclassman ( let's call him Paul here) say he fall in love with me, I know him for one year and know his background clearly,  and i love him serectly the whole year, but he didn't expressing love to me before. Until this moment, he express his feeling to me. And his parents also advice him to choose me. I know he have ability to afford me good living condition after marriage. he is a kind man.

So i very puzzled now, how can i choose ? Life must be contained by love and bread.

If i choose Paul, is i too selfish? So i need advise......

Pls everybody i need your help.........

Good news for all the friends who care for me, i dream of meeing one man who called wiwi one month ago, and i was worry so much that we never have chance to meet and being together. 

However, things are incredible, we have chance to meet each other, hand in hand and kiss, step by step, and i become his girl friend. It is so fantastic that i dare not to dream of being truth before. But, He fall in love with me totally now. I hope the happiness belong to us forever.

I thinking secretly that we would have chance to be together... and i hope and wish..... Good luck to myself... Any good news, i will update here to share with my friends.....

Sometimes, i think i was too pride, i dare not to accept his
invitation and pretend that i not care about his thing.

However, i hurt my heart so much now, i miss him, i found he is a honest person, it is good to be friend, but maybe i have no chance,,,,,, what shall i do ??

All the friends i trust are going to married now, nobody can become my listener, i feel being left alone here... So i have to choose the way and talking with stranger....

Tomorrow will be better  《明天会更好》英文版  When you wake up in the morning 当你早晨醒来  When you haven't started to think 当你还没来得及思考时  There is a whole brand new day 忙碌的新的一天  Open wide and waiting for you 张开双臂在等待着你  I know in life's sorrow 我知道生活的不如意  you're on the verge of drowning 使你处于频死的边缘  May your tears flee with yesterday 也许昨天你已流过泪了  blow away with the wind 你的泪水已随风儿逝去   When you wake up in the morning 当你早晨醒来  When you haven't started to think 当你还没来得及思考时  The world is out there calling 外面的世界正呼唤着你  open eyes to new beginning 睁开眼睛新的一天开始了  A newborn sun is shinning 初升的太阳在闪耀  Chasing shadows from your mind 驱逐你内心的阴影  Everything will be alive,一切都是充满生命力的  under the sunshine's smile 在阳光的笑脸下  Come out from your corner 从你的内心深处走出来  No doubt in join us 不用怀疑，加入我们吧  You can decide the future 你可以把握你的未来  Devote your youthful power to this world  为世界贡献你年轻的力量  Come together, hand in hand together 来吧，一起手拉手  I know you'll do 我知道你会这样做的  We pray and believe 我们祈祷并相信  that tomorrow will be better. 明天会更好   No, I don't know what your name is  是的，我并不知道你的名字  But you're so familiar to me 但是对我来说，你很熟悉  Cause we belong to one family 因为我们属于一个大家庭  You can hear my heart calling 你可以听到我心灵的呼唤   Life can be music,生活就像是音乐  rainbows can be reached 彩虹也可以触手可得  If you face yourself truly如果你能真实地面对自己  keep striving for your dream 为了自己的梦不懈地努力   Come out from your corner 从你的内心深处走出来  No doubt in join us 不用怀疑，加入我们吧  You can decide the future 你可以把握你的未来  Devote your youthful power to this world  为世界贡献你年轻的力量  Come together, hand in hand together 来吧，一起手拉手  I know you'll do 我知道你会这样做的  We pray and believe 我们祈祷并相信  that tomorrow will be better. 明天会更好   When you wake up in the morning 当你早晨醒来  When you haven't started to think 当你还没来得及思考时  There is a whole brand new day 忙碌的新的一天  Open wide and waiting for you 正张开双臂等待着你  I know in life's sorrow 我知道生活的不如意  you're on the verge of drowning 使你处于绝望的边缘  May your tears flee with yesterday 也许昨天你已流过泪了  Blow away with the wind 你的泪水已随风儿逝去   Come out from your corner从你的内心深处走出来  No doubt in join us 不用怀疑，加入我们吧  You can decide the future你可以把握你的未来  Devote your youthful power to this world  为世界贡献你年轻的力量  Come together, hand in hand together 来吧，一起手拉手  I know you'll do 我知道你会这样  We pray and believe 我们祈祷并相信  that tomorrow will be better. 明天会更好

I like here, english club open my mind that i can see a lot of photos from the world, i can know so many customs in different countries , it make me happy

Business is very bad these days, i don't know how to do to keep my work, what's wrong with the globle market? or what's wrong with my skill? I was very worry everyday....

When i reach office everyday? I puzzle what i should do ...

Anyone could help me? i was a helpless baby now~~~