So I got up, walked slowly to my desk, turned computer on, ran firefox, and bam! I saw something strange there. What was that? It was like something good had happened, but I could not figure it out, I just felt it, and after a few seconds... whoa! I was accepted! I was accepted! Yeah, finally I became a member of this club. My dream came true, lol.
Well, I used to learn English alone and I thought it would be going well, but I was wrong. I got fustrated and then changed my mind to find some teachers and friends to learn English with, and it works better than I expected.
That is the good part of this story and the bad part is... when I joined the main room of this club, said hello to everyone, urgh! I was ignored. But it was all good, it was normal. All novices experience the same thing, lol.