Yesterday I watched one of my favorite animes then suddenly I remembered her, my first ever best friend. It's been ten years since the last time I saw her. I felt sorry for forgetting her but because of that anime, I remember her again. It's painful to remember about someone  you know who doesn't live in the same world with you anymore. Even now my hands are trembling when writing this post. I just hope that she's living peacefully at her place now, no more pain like before. I guess it's the right thing that God took her away from us. It's hurt for the start but when I look back again, I prefer this way than seeing her suffering again. The thing that I want to tell her is that the anime, the one that we loved so much, is over. The ending is like with the way you want it. Maybe I should stop writing now before my eyes get teary.

English is not my native languange but we must learn this languange at school. The thing that I never understood is that since I was in high school, I have hardly been able to remember how to differentiate between past continuous tense and past perfect tense, even until now. When our teacher teaches us about tenses, in that moment I will remember how to differentiate them but ask me the next morning, I will just stay silent. What's wrong with me and tenses? *facepalm*

Lately, I've been attacked by some assigments.... It is not that I don't like it or hate them but can you give me a break? And let me sleep 8 hours per day? :)) But this is life in which we have to work everyday to get a better life....