Yes she's gone, everyone else heard about it and accepted the fact that she would never come back again. Even her parents did.

But to me, she will always be in my heart. Reem is alive and she's with me everywhere I go. I know you are wondering who's Reem and why I am sharing such a blog in here? Well, in order to feel what I'm feeling and sense the reasons that forced me to share this blog I have to take you 20 years back in my lifetime so you can relate to the story.

Around twenty years ago I was in the backyard playing with my neighbors hide and seek. We were having fun just like kids do. My mom called me along with my friends for the dinner so we moved into the house then I noticed there were new faces on the table so I got the dust of my shirt and washed my hands to welcome them. They were Reem's Family and at the time they'd just moved to our neighborhood. Reem had a smile like no one had and even though we were only kids but all I wanted back then was to be her friend so,

I placed my chair next to her and had a little cartoon's chat while everyone else was enjoying food. Once we were done, my mom asked me to introduce Reem to my friends so we can all play together so I did and from there we had a new member in our hide and seek game.

Our friendship wasn't only on playing limits, but she loved also hanging out with us and even though she was the only girl among us but we'd never let her feel that way! accidentally, Reem signed up for the same school I was attending so jealousy got the best of my emotions because I wanted her to be mine.

It wasn't really tough to manage that because Reem wanted the same, she only wanted me and I remember once when we were coming back from school we hugged and promised to always remain best friends.

I didn't keep the promise you know why? Because as we got older Reem started to be more than just a friend to me and even though we went to different high schools but we spent most of our times together. Phone calls, texts and dates.

We were in love already. Years later I had to travel abroad because I was offered a job in a different country so as soon as I received the offer I called Reem and told her about it and all what she said was: I'm so happy for you!

She wasn't happy in fact and so was I. We both knew it was the moment to say goodbye, not forever, but it was the moment to say goodbye.

Reem insisted not to reject the offer and walked me to the airport. We never said anything we just hugged and let the tears take their ways.

Days later after I traveled, I texted her multiple times but there was no response. I thought she might have been busy so I called her but phone was out of service either. I got paranoid so I called her mom and as soon as she picked up the phone all I heard was: Saeed, Reem is gone.

Crying voice telling me that Reem is gone. my cellphone fell off my hand and all I keep remembering about her is wishing me the best.

It's been a year now and I must admit that life isn't worthy without Reem but I know she's in a better place where there's no hurt or sorrow. 

R.I.P Reem

1988-2014

Love you

As soon as  I got rid of my outdoor's activities , My curiousness to the television started to grow , Not only that , But I also became addicted to my PC screen .

Some people would analyze spending much time on the computer as a waste of time claiming that Free times should be spent on life issues , Well, In my opinion , I would rather to drop my free time on the Internet than spend it hanging out on the streets for no benefits with my friends , Somehow I found a way to entertain myself by participating on many sites which's EC one of them or enjoy the software programs abilities.

Three years ago I had downloaded a software program called U Torrent which makes the download process more easier and controllable , Ever since I couldn't stop watching movies till this moment .

I think movies and specially the ones which are based on true stories or the ones that a person can take a lesson or wisdom out of them could be used as a motivation .

 I've seen many realistic stories recreated into movie forms and has got my admiration But there are five of them will never be forgotten .. Let me give you a peek.. 

                                             '' Malcolm X''

If you would appreciate the meaning of the struggle and fighting for your rights ..Then I guarantee that you will like this movie regardless the movie has political theme . Directed and co-written by Spike Lee and  starred by Denzel Washington.

                                      ''Tupac Resurrection''

The documentary film about the life and death of the rap star Tupac Shakur , It was directed by Luaren Lazin and narrated by Tupac himself . All I can say is one of my bests .

                               '' Catch me if you can''

A lot of you might be wondering what can I take away from this type of movies , To be honest , I have enjoyed watching the criminal character going from being self-destructive to be self- productive , The movie was directed by Steven Spielberg and starred by Leonardo DiCaprio .

                                                           '' Titanic ''

I bet the whole world had seen this blockbuster romantic film .. No matter how long it has been since it was filmed I still enjoy watching it over and over . Directed by James Cameron and starred by Leonardo DiCaprio and Kate Winslet.

                                                        ''  The social network ''

Even though The movie was criticized by Zuckerberg himself for not portraying the perfect fact of his revolutionary social network invention  .. But it was awesome to see how facebook has been widely known as one of the most successful social websites on the Internet,It was directed by Dived Fincher and starred by Andrew Garfield.

Well , If you was not given the chance to watch one of those films , try to fight your clock and free some time because it worth .

Thanks for taking time to read the blog . 

Between peace and war there's a wall that stuck on the middle called politics .. To me .. It's just a bunch of well-spoken sentences that motivate people to across the humanity limits ..

Tell me about a war that has been politically solved ..If you could .. Then I would spend the whole day telling you about several ones that politics had been as reason as gasoline for sparking its flames   ..

As an arabian young male being  marked mediately as a threat ..It doesn't not bother me at all .. Otherwise It would inspire me to prove the opposite and give the critics a massive headache by being well-aware of the true meaning of peace ..Then .. Failure will camp around their theories

 So sad our arabian leaders became heartedly-dead or afraid to defend them selves and take care of their personal issues independently.... That's why they give the opportunity to the superheros to land on our homes to do whatever they like to do ..

I love Americans to the death .... Because unlike their government .. Many of them doesn't agree the system's philosophy .. It was hard to see how people had suffered 9/11 incident .. I even was thinking.. what if I was there in the building? Am I going to let it go if I had someone who I love in there? Well dear , Can you imagine that this is what's happening in everyday's palestinians or iraqis life and no body is really showing compassion .. stepping up to do something about it ..Or take some statistics.

How great our leaders are for making small chats in conferences forms when ever they get the chance ... More often I feel like in our arabic society we have got people who a way capable of taking the responsibilities more than our leaders do .. But they wasn't given the chance for many reasons .. I don't blame the outside forces for breaking our windows and running into our privacies .. I blame the leaders who surrounded us with  strategies was made from glass .. No wonder it was easy to be broken ..However no matter how many words I would write .. It won't change the fact that we have been misguided by our leaders .. Even though I believe that wars would never last .. One day we will realise that not every problem could be solved with bullets ..We can put the guns down and talk .

I'm not a troublesome ..Not even politically inclined .. I just think as humans we can do better than blow each others head off.

Before I get started off I wanna admit that how wonderfully this world had been created .. No matter what religion you follow .. what god you believe in ... We all instinctively are humans .. We might have different types of shapes and sizes .. Thoughts and beliefs .. Hobbies and interests .. A compilation of words reflected in me  and they were spinning around my mind dramatically when I was watching a documentary film that capturing the most splendor natural scenes around the globe .. unfortunately I couldn't enjoy it fully because it was five minutes far from the end when I had reviewed the channel so I felt curiously strapped and seemed like the only way to continue what I have started watching is jump out to my computer and dig in searching ... It was such a fantastic knowledge to explore .. Ever since, I became intentionally fan to this sort of knowledge .. I would like to share the whole list of the most natural wonders but it might take a long time to get it done so i decided to show up the ones that attracted me the most . For now. I better quit typing and give the pictures the full right to describe the nature.

                                    1-            'Pulpit rock , Preikestolen , Norway'

                                 2-                 ' Verdon gorge, Provence, France '

                                 3-                      'Seljalandsfoss waterfall, Iceland'

                           4-                        ' Siwa oasis, Egypt'

                             5-          'Cascate del mulino, saturnia, Tuskany, Italy'

                                  6-                    'William bay, Westren australia' 

                                    7-                      'Jeju island lava tubes, South korea'

                               8-                      'Cliffs of moher, Irland'

                   9- 'Puerto Princesa Subterranean underground river, Palawan, Philppines '

                      10-   'Cueva de los cristales/Cave of crystals,Mexico'

With mexico I would conclude the highlights of these incredible scenes. There are many charming spots that I did not mention.... How beautiful the nature is without the human being additions ... Thanks for reviewing the blog.. I appreciate it .

A word can make someone eventually admire you . A word can make someone massively dislike you.

A word can pump hope inside someone's soul . A word sometimes is quite enough to slaughter someone's dreams.

A word sometimes can describe what a long sentence could not define.. A word can establish a whole productive conversation . A word can rip a conversation or a topic into pieces. being sarcastic all the times might attract some people to your side but keep in mind it will get birth to others that will not be comfortable around your comments.

Some people don't appreciate the value of the word that comes out of their mouths .. some people either talk sensibly or remain silent.

Some people are addicted to enter-button constantly pressing before putting the right words into the right places to the right person.

Some people wisely respond .... supportively advice .... kindly criticize.

once i had decided to lay back abandoning my keyboard watching the screen filled by the main chat room . And there was over 60 user but only 6 were active .

well dear silent user, Don't be afraid to exchange your thoughts..Type something whether out the conversation or around it ..You must try..I'm not trying to come up with my blog as the nice quoter ..My point is not to get my blog liked...i'm still on the beginning of the road as you...I just wanna enjoy watching all of us having the same benefits as one..Negativity brings failure .. positivity was always productive.

Thanks for reading how i feel,