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I want to share with you my friend's poem, her name is Lubaba and she is really great <3

Enjoy ^_^

Now you’re gone

And here I am

Waiting for nothing

To become

I never knew

That this is how I would feel

That you would go

And leave me here

But you waited

And I hesitated…..

I gave in too much to my fear

I couldn’t accept the passion I feel

I kept on denying

Building around me

All these seals

Never knew that

They would come

Crumbling down

Falling for you……

So I tried to appear

To be strong

I was afraid that you

Would cause me harm

So I made you see me wrong

My weakness hidden

Behind this iron face….

I closed my heart

So that I couldn’t see

So that I couldn’t hear

And slowly I

Drifted away……

And now here I stay

In my lonely place

Thinking of you

I wonder how your life has changed

Are you still the same?

Do you still smile

When you hear my name?

But you waited

And I hesitated

And now you’re gone

And here I am waiting

For nothing to become………

But I’m not going to lie and say I can’t sleep

I do sleep

All the time

Just to dream of your face

That’s all I do

Dream

Of wishes I know

Will not come true

Just imagining how

Things could have been

Detached from reality

In this sweet sin …..

Creating memories of things

That never were

Of words that were never said,,,,,

Of the way you used to look at me

Of the things in me

 That only you could see

Of the moments that would mean

So much to me…..

And though I know it makes no sense

For you I will wait

Because in my dreams

You are my fate…

And every time I think of you

I will smile

Bitter sweet smile

And every time they see me smile

They will think that I have

A story

A life full of glory

But they won’t know

That I drove you away

And in my dreams

I will always stay………

You waited

And I hesitated……….