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The change of year Gregorian calendar or usually we call it as ‘new year’ identic with something called ‘resolution’. As I know days are same, they consist of 24 hours daylight and night, I wonder what kind of ’RE-solution’ people are talking about? Are they have problem that haven’t resolute yet a year before? Sometimes it crossed my mind as wishing, to get what they didn’t get it yet, if they did, it’s time to set another new goal then.

This year which will end up soon is a very special year, yet a lot of meaning and many losses, but it wasn’t because of that, the reason was I can’t see anything in 2016, rather than darkness, I call it ‘void’, the fifth element. 

I get used to see throughout. I calculated things and predicted the result that I would use it in term of decision making. I supposed to have alternative solutions and back up plans. I didn’t pay too much attention to dates, every problem takes different times to be solved. Maybe this just the matter of time, that I will really start something new right in the beginning of next year, and it’s completely unseen. I do have goals I want to reach, but I got more questions in my head rather than the goals it selves. What will happen? What is waiting for me there? What kind of things I need to face it? Will I find what I’ve been looking for? To my surprise, I lose all of my foresight, I cannot calculate things. All I can do just wonder and wait, feel like sitting on my own hands. This made me feel exciting somehow and a bit of afraid.

Anyway, I wish the best of everything for everyone, anywhere and anytime.