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I wanna tell you about 5 books that really changed my life, so if they are a lot and most of them are by the first writer that I will mention  you but I choice just one book of him to tell about other also .these  5 books made  me feel that I have to think about every thing even every detail, even the way that I have to praised God  . Unfortunately till now I have not read a book in English which change my life and effect in my personality because maybe my English is poor and take maybe sometimes 1 hour to can read a page of a book.maybe my book prints seems odd for you:)

I remember the first book that really changed my life, my though my emotion was a religious book from a greatest writer of Iran Dr.Ali Shariyati .you may wonder why? Because I am living in the Islamic country with Islamic government that my religion has connection even with my breathing .I was 17 and my father ask me to read it and he told me that now, the time of finding yourself.

1--The name of book “descent” or “fall” this book is about the creating man by God and his angles and how people treating against the religion of God without knowing anything and how people follows the rules of God even without thinking .he blames all of two groups and wanna people to know about their religion better and not to be just Muslim by name! and of course other books of this writer made a revolution in my heart and though till even I remember the first year of my collage I just read his books and just cry even in the way of home and collage in the train, because I was changing my belief and my life and it was really against my old belief, like a big revolution.

2—here is the second book that really impress me .the name of book is The Blind Owl by Sadeq. Hedayat one of most famous writer of Iran .this is a fiction story translated to many language and has recognized as one the best modern roman in about 60 years before. The story is about a painter man who always paint the face of a woman without any control .the story starts with this sentence:  there are sores which slowly erode the mind in solitude like a kind of canker.

3—the another one is “crime and punishment” Dostoyevsky ., I read this book when I was in bad situation of my life and I was challenging all valuables in my life and in my surrounding. This is a book about a murderer man who kills the old woman that always barrow money from her for passing and living his life .and this book is about affection of this thing on the soul of that man and Social Analysis ….

4—I know that you all know about “little princess “ I read it when I was 18 years old and think that really impacted me ,but these days I guess I have to read it again .because even I am not sure that I understood it well. Oh my Goodness: :O

5—the last one that I am reading it and I am sure Will have a significant impact on my life is lord of rings and I am pretty sure that all of you know about it very well..

I wanna write  Bio about one of great member here ,the one that we all know him by his blogs .always you can see his blogs are full of comment .and I think because he always write his blogs from his deep heart ..I really do not know when he joint EC ,I really do not know about it .the first time that i read his blog that was a poem ..i read it one -two- three- four ....times .Oh my goodness my tears all fall.after that i saw him in discussion of introduce his self "innocent boy " i got curious..what a nice introducing of his self and his avatar!so time passed and I read his blogs and know him better .till one night he put a comment in my discussion..... i wanna keep him as one of my best friend for ever and ever ..I will copy paste his comment here ..always i read it and enjoying from every word of it ..every word is full of emotion , you can feel him ,like he is beside you and whispering in your ears all words. and make u cry ...yes I am speaking of DEAR" TAWFEEQ " the one that i really cant forget and he will he is  always the corner of my mind and i always look for his blog in EC...

This is part of my discussion written by "tawfeeq "

I was a very smart student , my higher marks were at English lessons .I liked knowledge and arts since my childhood ,I was a painter of my school , and the poet of its celebrations .l liked Mozart and Beethoven’s symphonies ,so I tried to study music secretly because our traditions forbade me to learn such hobby , still remembered that I bought a music instrument ,but I gave up when my mother whispered in my ears “son ..damn will be sent down on our head because music is forbidden as we Muslims ” And I was forced to leave music ,and painting ,and poetry and studying to earn money for my poor family . All my dreams had been killed by a monster of poverty .
But I always remembered one dream, it was so little simple dream , it was easy to be caught but …..we were needy people. 
So ,before everything I decided to fight poverty tirelessly telling myself “Haste is discouraged in all matters except to repel evil” I considered poverty was an evil .
I believed by the saying “The fiercest enemies of any human are his own panic and craving, and whoever controls them will ascend and reach his purpose “.
At last ,I defeated the evil , but ,I realized that the time ate my sweet years ,I got my purpose finally but it is useless ,my certificate was a paper on my reception’s wall ,now it is covered with a little dust and spider’s silks ….Sorry I felt I am a chatter in my long comment..

Thanks Dear Tawfeeq for being here for your words for your emotions for everything:)"