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I remember on evening I was lying in my bed and staring at the blue sky through the window. All of a sudden a thought came to my mind that I have been bestowed upon by my God with such a precious gift, yes, My Eyes, the medium with which I have all the opportunities to behold the Nature. I also thought all the other gifts that God has given me. Parents, brothers, sisters, friends, opportunity to have good education, and above all I have been bestowed upon with the mind and intelligence with which I can sense, I can understand the difference between good and bad the very ability because of which the Man has been titled as Super Creation. But what was wrong with me? In spite of all these blessing there was no delight in my heart. I just watched them (the blessings) without feeling them, although these were all for me. I felt a gloom within me, which was making me dejected. I feel that I was lost. I did not feel any motivation to carry on my life. I felt as there would be nothing for me in my life. This feeling was taking away the desire of living from me. At that time I became even sadder, then a question came across my mind, “Moona: do you want to give up?”

“No! Never!!” The very moment a voice came from inside me. I will never give up. I will stand tall and face all the difficulties and hardships of life boldly. Giving up will be thanklessness to the Almighty God who has awarded with all the blessings and expects thanks from me in the form of utilizing all the opportunities available. I then decided to groom myself to boldly face the life. I then decided to gain, to achieve all the abilities through my education and spread my knowledge to the others. I would like to be a giver. Giving is the medium through which we can get closer to our creator. Getting closer to our creator provides more chances to see the Nature with a closer perspective.