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'Every human being has a story and that is a reality and every human being is a hero of that story'.

So here is my experience of my this research...
Since i started researching on human behavior 'Who am i?' this was the only question which disturbed me a lot. i asked to myself and that confusion got converted into a kink. Because every-time my mind and heart was identifying me with a different character. I was confused in this world to identify myself, I believe in making own decisions, I thought i will get answered by time of this question.
i was in a trap because of my needs, goals and humanity..
- I was working in a company as an engineer i was fulfilling my needs,
- I had a goal to becoming the best to satisfy myself,
- I was thinking about humanity and to do something good for the people around me.

so i was very much confused i was not in a state to decide, where i have to focus.
In between of these days i went to the mountains as i usually spend time with myself o there. i stayed in a mountain for a night and got answered by myself.
- You are an engineer and you should work to eat well to live well and to make your family happy, You have to fulfill all the your needs what makes you comfortable to think about your goals and the humanity.
Now i had another topic to think "this answer was the combination of my heart and mind" so i went back in the past and looked myself whatever aimed in the past i achieved in the present. I should aim for the future as well, so i decided i will earn paper money to fulfill my needs and i will share it if i will earn more then my needs.
I also got an answer from my mind that i am a human being with lots of goals and every human can fulfill the needs of themselves by making decisions and goals.
I saw an motivational speaker in my self and started supported people who needed motivational thoughts from me and i shared many of the experiences of my life with the people around me, i met may people some of them was kind, some made fun of mine but i made a smile on my face every time and in every situation i find my self the happiest person in the universe like a monkey.
I feel happy when i make others happy,
Today i know myself very well.
i might be a fool for someone or may be a good person for few. But i know Who am i.