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Who is who in this world?
I just cannot understand
Just can’t explore
Who is he?
That reflection of mine
That lives in his reflection world?

He is like me
He’s got the nature of mine.
He’s hair and eyes
He collects all spirit of mine.
I’m looking at the mirror and just can’t understand
Who is real? And who I am?

All these thoughts and theory
Just drive me crazy
It’s coming more and more
And they will never left me
They tell me "Ask yourself
who are you?
And do you really live your own life?
Do you?"

Oh, may be that’s a joke of
The theory of relativity
You think that’s you
But that’s an effect of reflectivity
And you can’t ever change the run of your life
That’s a cruel reality for your mind.

All your life that you lived
That was nothing
All your dreams and thoughts
That was nothing too.
And you live in this world
Filled of light
Till He exists with You!

That’s all! Enough! Stop it!
It presses my temples!
That’s too much painfully
That’s insupportable pain.
My pressure getting higher,
My vessel increase,
All my muscles exert themselves
I’m like the beast.

I’m tired to hear that
That strange sounds
All those voices
And somebody’s thoughts around
I know who I am
I believe in my future,
And I also remember my past.

But if I do, all that means
I’m living in real
I’m independent of anybody
And I can do everything in real
I shall make my own future
In consent with my will
And I will feel the taste
Of my own life in real.

                 Andrej Kovalskij