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Who are you exactly?

Hi guys, it is my second blog (I feel good!).

You know, in that photo she was sweet, so sweet, I mean sweet in its real meaning… and we couldn't take our eyes off  her when we saw her for the first time in that photo. Why "we"? I mean my friend Kian and I… he was feeling alone and you know, we were friends since I remember, so in the world of our friendship it was a law… DON'T LET ME FEEL ALONE... we've never talked about this law but we was aware of it and it was obvious between us…no need to talk…so, we went out like always, we went to café, amusement park, cinema and anywhere to make him feel better and what was the result? NOTHING!!! I was surprised, going out always worked about us but this time, it not only didn't work but also made him feel worse… I was not able to do anything for him until I saw him when he was crying…

When I entered his room I saw a jungle! Everything was on the ground, clothes, books, DVDs and… his laptop!!!

-"heeey…ARE_YOU_CRYING?" I shouted.

-"What are you doing in my room?"

-"Your mom called me, what the hell are you doing with yourself? What the hell is wrong with you exactly?"

-"What the hell are you doing in my room? Who the hell are you? Get the hell out of here…" he shouted.

-"Who the hell am I? Hell you… I mean…Nothing…what…what the…what are you doing bro?"

He sat down and put his palms on his face… then I felt like a monster… he was my friend…

-"hey buddy, I am…I am sorry, I am extremely sorry, I just can't see that you are… you are like this… forgive me about it…"

-" Forget about it."

-"Okay."

Then I sat beside him and told him:" Just…let's get out of here…come on…"

-"I will not go to cinema, I will not go to café, I will not…"

-"Okay, okay just come with me…"

We was leaving the room when we suddenly heard that voice:"DDDDIIIIINNNGGGG".

I said:" What was that?"

-" Nothing, I have a message, I will check it later, let's go."

We was going down the stairs when suddenly he said:" Oh, I forgot my cellphone, just a minute." I was thinking about where we must go to have fun and help him to forget that occurrences when he called me:"Hey, come here." I went to his room quickly, opened the door and saw him gazing at his laptop. I asked:" What's the matter?"

-"Look…look at here…hehehe!"

I saw a photo…a sweet girl…so sweet…I mean sweet in its real meaning.

I said:''Ooooookay, who is she exactly?"

-"The end…"

-" The end???"

-" Yes, the end of this feeling…"

-" And how did you find this the end???"

-" In a site…"

-" What's her name?"

-"mmmmm…here it is…Nahid."

-" Are you thinking about what I'm thinking about?"

-"Yup…hehehehehe"

-"hehehehehe…"

Yes, we did it, they were going to meet each other on the weekend. I was happy, he was happy, and this is what I want, but there was a problem, he asked me to go with him…

"I won't go alone…" he said.

-"Ok, doesn't matter, I think you missed that feeling, don't go and feel it again."

-" Come on man, please, I beg you."

-"Oh my God!!! You know what are you talking about? You are asking me to come to your date???"

-" Yes, what's wrong with it?"

-" And then what must I do there exactly? Watching your lovely conversation?"

-"Ok, ok you are right… but just come there and look after me, you…you can sit somewhere further…"

-"Hey…you are not a nuclear scientist… you are not a president and believe me she is not a terrorist…but if it helps you to feel better……Ok… I will do it."

-" Thanks bro…thank you."

-" Your welcome bro…but about that photo… you sure that it was herself?"

-" Yes I am… I asked her about it."

-" Ya…I see…great."

…Finally we were in the café, waiting for that princess, when I saw a girl who went to my friend and smiled…I couldn't believe it, I just couldn't believe it…that princess was on her way to come and visit my poor friend…I was thinking:" It will be terrible if she see this girl here…shhhhhh… what must I do?" In that moment I saw my friend, he was shocked, then I remember that terrible days that he had before that message from Nahid, everything was destroying in that moment, and finally I went there and said:" Who are you exactly? What are you doing here?"

She said:" Who are YOU? What are YOU doing here?"

Kian said:" Well…he is…he is my…my best friend…"

I said:" Ya…you see… I am his best friend, now, we have a date with someone else here and if she sees you here…" then Kian suddenly said: "Hey…stop it."

-" Stop what? She can arrive in every second and you… you tell me stop it. How much stupid can I be? Why I'm here? Ha? "

Then that girl said angrily:" Who is this she guy exactly? Did you date with 2 girls in a same place at a same time Kian?

Kian said:" No…no…no, let me explain guys, it's a misunderstanding…

Then I said to Kian:" Wait, wait, wait, wait… how does she know your name, Kian?"

- "well…"

-"Did you tell me everything? We are friends… you see? FRIENDS…" I said.

-" Just let me explain, OK? Let me explain what is going on here…Ok? Just for one minute listen to me, OKAY?" he shouted.

-"Ok, ok… I am listening, but Nahid is coming." I said. Suddenly that girl looked at me with her full of question eyes.

Kian said:" Behrad, Nahid is here…"

I said:" hahaha…here we go… I told you she is coming." I looked back to the entrance but I didn't see Nahid…

Kian said:" Behrad, this girl… this girl is Nahid…"

In that moment I had no soul…just a body…no movement…no breathing… just comparing her face in reality and her face in that photo…that sweet, so sweet, I mean sweet in its real meaning, that sweet girl was normal in reality, just a normal girl…yea…normal.

Then I said:" Kian, can I go?"

-" Of course bro… thanks again…see you soon."

-"Just explain her that… I am sorry… see you soon, bye."

-" It's Ok…don't worry about it, bye."

…Photo…it's just a moment…

[This story is completely faked and I wrote it in 2012, just to know…]