In this life of mine i hate to do 1 thing , that is waiting . There were a time that i have to wait for someone. He prefer to finish his study than marry. So i let him finish his study, after some years we get marry, but our married is very short , he died in car accident. Long waiting for a short togetherness .
After some years i met a man and falling in love with him. Yes we love each other and plan for marry. Already 3 years now and all i have to do is waiting, again have to do the most i hate in my life. But what can i do the distance really give us a hard test for our love. But is it really a test for our love ? . Sometime i want to stop waiting , but this heart not alow me . Everyday i cry , i miss him ... miss him lot.
Every time i wake ,i open my eyes .. i hurry reach my mobile for checking message from him and read. When there is no message from him my mind become very mess and this heart so sad, wondering what happen to him, is he fine there or is he sick ? . Really this is tiring me. But still i do this waiting. Am i stupid ? though i know it's keep sad me and slowly hurt me , i still do this waiting. I am not afraid of this hurt and sadness , but what i am afraid of is how if this feeling slowly but sure killing my love for him. Oh God, really i don't want this happen because i still and will always love him .
Today i don't have any news from him, no message since my morning till now. In my brain have lot of question such as what happen to him ? , where is he?, is he fine ?, is his mobile demage or don't have any balance for send message or call ? , What exactly happen there ? , or is he again in hospital due to hard sick ? as i know his health not normal like us. His health is weak. But it's not diminish my love for him.
Really i am feeling sad and worries to much , it's stuck my heart. It's makes me angry due to feel furious.
Just one thing for sure ... if you love someone then no matter how bad the situation is , big angry or big fight never let our love for him/her lose , let our love always win and we will get the happiness for the result. That's what my dad teached me ;)
Selfishness, anger only give us trouble and push us to more deeper ruin our relationship , our life, our happiness . Because late regret is very bad to have in our life.
He he he .... my english , really i am trying my best to learn and improve it ^_^
I'll be pleased when there any wrong word, wrong spelling and grammer and you help me to correct it , it's same with i get more knowledge and friends ;) Thank you ...
Let see what reason or answer he will give to me ... i am giving him a chance to not punish him :D
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In this life of mine I hate to do one thing that is waiting. There was a time when I had to wait for someone. He preferred to finish his study than marriage. So I let him finish his study. After some years we got married, but our married lasted for a very short period. He died in car accident. Long waiting for such a short togetherness.
After some years I met another man and fell in love with him. Yes we loved each other and plan to marry. Already three years now and all I had to do was waiting, again had to do the most I hate in my life. But what could I do, the distance really gave us a hard test for our love. But was it really a test for our love? Sometime I wanted to stop waiting, but this heart didn’t allow me . Everyday I cried. I missed him ... missed him a lot.
Every time when I woke up, I hurried to reach my mobile for checking message from him and read. When there was no message from him my mind became very messed and this heart so sad, wondering what happened to him, was he fine there or was he sick? Really this was tiring me. But still did this waiting. Was I so stupid? Though I knew it's keep me sad and slowly hurt me, I still had to do this waiting. I am not afraid of this hurt and sadness, but what I was afraid of might my love for him would die because of this waiting. Oh God, really I didn’t want this happen because
Today I don't have any news from him, no message since my morning till now. In my brain have lot of questions such as what happen to him? Where is he?, is he fine? Is his mobile damaged or he may not have any balance to send message or call? What exactly happened there? Or is he again in hospital due to his sickness? As I know his health is not normal. His health is weak. But doesn’t diminish my love for him.
Really I am feeling sad and worried too much. It strikes my heart. It makes me angry and I am getting furioused.
Just one thing for sure ... if you love someone then no matter how bad the situation is , big angry or big fight never let our love for him/her lose, let our love always win and we will get the happiness in the end. That's what my dad taught me. Selfishness, anger only gives us trouble and pushes us into more deeper and ruins our relationship, our life, our happiness. Because later regret is very bad to have in our life.
He he he .... my English, really I am trying my best to learn and improve it ^_^
I'll be pleased when there any wrong word, wrong spelling and grammar and you help me to correct it. It will help me to get it's more knowledge and friends. Thank you ...
Let’s see what reason he will give to me ... I am giving him a chance not punish him.
Thank you my dear friend for the correction ;)
Thank you JP_TP , Setareh and Onee-chan :)
Hi dewi,,
I really appreciate your love which is really sincere. It's just so sweet for me to hear that. If you're sure that it is the love that you wanted to find, go on... But, remember, pray him, trust him, and give him encouragement and spirit. You, yourself must be a happiness for him. That's the way you find your happiness too. Agree with your father. It's tiring but don't give up! :)
Based on my skill, here are my corrections:
......after some years we get marry got married, but our married marriage is very short,
......Every time I wake up, I open my eyes .. I hurry hurriedly grab my mobile.
......though i know it makes me sad and slowly hurts me.
......how what if this feeling slowly but sure killing kills my love for him.
......What exactly happened there?/ What exactly was going on there?.
......But it is not doesn't diminish my love for him.
......That's what my dad taught me.
Thank you for sharing and have a nice day, Dewi. :)
He is not badly sick , Mishaikh but he easily get sick. He must not get tired , must not get tension . As I am far from him , it's really makes me worry.
@ Lara , this is the way i do for busy myself . I really not expect others treat me as i do, but I am insist him for try his best to inform me, so i am not in mess.
@ Maya, You are right. But to sad he stay with his little brother in other country that far from me and his parent. I have his parent and his little brother numbers, but it's useless when the problem is cannot do any communication due to net problem. Usually his brother will contact me if he sick or in hospital.
Thank you ,Maya for your comment :)
@ Sir Dara Gino, yes i agree, but boring ... i prefer with tired.
@Thank you, ELF Noor .... I agree. And I am waiting for you to publish 'awaiting' ;)
@Thank you , cp .. :)
@Shaikbadini ... I agree , thank you for your comment :)
For a wrong thing there is always a wrong destination but patience often strives to change it..
I support your feeling. waiting is tedious whatever is the case . But the good result makes us forget the grief. And hope you will get favorable result. God bless you
good blog.. !! yup waiting is hard work.. "DON'T WAIT FOR A PERFECT MOMENT. TAKE A MOMENT AND MAKE IT PERFECT"
.. i also have wrote a blog on this topic "awaiting" but yet did not publish..:) thanks.
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