That Green Dot

I saw that green dot again on her page. It's always a delight to see it turn green. I felt my heart skip a bit every time that green dot appears. I realized it has been months since I became accustomed to visiting her page first before going to the chatroom. I must admit I am not a very active member which is the opposite of her. She is always the vibrant figure of this club. Well, call me a stalker but I am not doing any harm on her. I am just a silent admirer from a distance.

In the chatroom, when she appears, the room becomes alive. I noticed she prefers to be in the main which I believe is a fitting room for her, because it's a waste if she just keeps her English only in private. The way she communicates is really impressive and I agree with the other members who display their admiration, too that they learn a lot from her words. A few members appear to be quite annoyed at her appearance and tag her as conceited but it will always be a fact that she is above all outstanding and worth to be envied for.

There were many attempts that I tried in the past just to get her attention but always as ever, my hands withdraw from doing it. I know, it's just a few click of words in my keyboard. A hi on her private window, but… I just cower back to my silent world.

Oh, I could see that green dot no longer. It’s time for me to go offline, too. Tomorrow or maybe next day, I will be able to see…

that green dot, again!

All I can say is "WOW"....I really can relate on what you feel as I felt the same way before ...getting so excited when I see someone who is very special to me when he comes online....seeing his ids online e make my heart skip a beat so fast and I felt like in cloud nine when I came to know that he feels the same way, we've been friends for months when he proposed to me....now we are in a relationship for almost 3 years. I never expect that someone will have the courage to write a blog like this here in ec....I just hope you talk to her and have courage to ask her to be your friend, don't just sit there and watch her, coz what if she quits ec? At least you told her what you feel and don't regret that youmissed your chance to have a word with her.... I'll wait for the progress okay? Heheheh! Great blog by the way..... God bless!

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oOo_MaYa_oOo December 25, 2014 7:09

All I can say is "WOW"....I really can relate on what you feel as I felt the same way before ...getting so excited when I see someone who is very special to me when he comes online....seeing his ids online e make my heart skip a beat so fast and I felt like in cloud nine when I came to know that he feels the same way, we've been friends for months when he proposed to me....now we are in a relationship for almost 3 years. I never expect that someone will have the courage to write a blog like this here in ec....I just hope you talk to her and have courage to ask her to be your friend, don't just sit there and watch her, coz what if she quits ec? At least you told her what you feel and don't regret that youmissed your chance to have a word with her.... I'll wait for the progress okay? Heheheh! Great blog by the way..... God bless!
Lady Anne December 25, 2014 4:16

Well, a benevolent stalker like you is better than a spammer and a troll. I am sure that all the active girls in EC are wishing that they were the ones whom you are referring to here.

Try to overcome your fear. I think you have the ability to initiate a good conversation since your English is terrific. Who knows, she might get drawn to your English and respond to you willingly. This can be the start of a beautiful friendship with the person you admired most.
noaslpls December 25, 2014 3:11

LOL ... You're a stalker of a green dot. That's a first. Now I'm curious as others too, though some people say 'curiousity killes a cat', but I don't care. :D :D :D :D
Megaparsec December 25, 2014 2:12

Hehe, like Sandra, I'm curious too :D

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