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Well this is my first blog here... I already started write blogs since 2012 but I had no courage to publish and let people read it. But now, I find my self enjoy to write and publish it (I would love it if you correct the grammar/vocab). Frankly, I never want to let everybody knows this story but I need your perspective to help me open my mind :)

Love is something that will never run out for discussion. Even the famous people will raise the theme of love for their creation (song, movie, book, etc). Love is something hardly to be define because it is true only can be felt. That is how I feel right now... I had read some discussion here talk about "cyber love" which results different arguments. I can barely understand what inside my head, I asked a lot of people about their belief of cyber love but mostly they are contra of it. I know an online guy for around a year over a few months and was having a great days until I fell in love with him. He knew it and deemed me as his girlfriend all of a sudden. A huge drama between us happened that finally he decided to walk away. It has been 5 months since he left but I'm hardly can move on. We totally lost contact. Almost everyday I think about him even if I know he wouldn't do the same. Two days ago I sent him a mail and my guess is right that he doesn't even reply. But I have to accept the reality that life isn't as beautiful as a fairy tale I created. This is what I called as a strange love. I never met him but I always get comfortable with him. People whom never trapped such in this circumstances wouldn't be able to understand...

If I got a wish, I wish I could back turn the time or I choose to forget all about him. But people said, what has gone is gone. And nothing lasts forever.