State of an ellui

I was that mystified of what is really going with me.So many queries lingers on my mind.....is this love or merely a physical attraction or perhaps i am just longing for something i do not know. This  is  the feeling i was searching deep in me for so long. However, the feeling came acrooss to my life when i've met this one whom i hated much before. Why did I've experience a feeling like this when it is not suppposed to happen at this point of time. W e both have a world of our own. And that s the reson why i am puzzled to have a feeling such this to this person at a wrong time. Everytime and then i saw this man...electric shock comes with in me. I cant even resist the gaze when our eyes met,I always have to look it down afraid that this person might read the message that would flickered in my eyes. I've tried not to look at him and yet chances are always there......our eyes always met.Silent message from those stares conveys something I do not know. Days....months...goes by such feeling deepens even its name seared in my mind......How could I resist this.....I put this thought,feeling out of my mind for so many times however  its seemed like a rushing water from the river trying to find its way out....until such a time when i woke up one day.... i was with him. 

 

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  • "The more you hate, the more you love". Your hatred change to love as the time passes by.
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