My Real Nationality:
Dear MYEC friends, I'm so sorry to tell you that I'm not From Egypt. I'm from Damascus – Syria. I'm not a cheater but somethings shameful happened with me that made me change my home country here in EC. First of all I wanna tell you that I can't bear acting like liars, I feel guilty when I see how all of you think that I'm Egyptian where I'm not. I didn't wanna disavow my home country, It's just a necessary reaction toward what happened to me, so read my story and understand me, please.
Why?
When I set up my home country here in my profile, I intended to start a new page in my studying book. To start a new way in my improvement. But after a few days I faced many problems. First, were injurious photos on my profile. They are very shameful Pornographic images. I knew that it was a hacker on my profile. I restarted my PC and reopened my page, but the result was the same. I thought to ask one of my friends to open my page to know if she will see the same or not, but how I could ask her to see what is shameful to see. So, I thought that I should leave this web site with full of sadness inside me. How I can leave the place where I find myself in ! I didn't access for three days then I tried to solve this problem logically, I tried to change my internet browser, so, I didn't see anything. The solution was to download an ads-block to that browser. Second, I faced many opinion against me. They biased against my nationality as a Syrian. They asked me how the people in Syria were killed and I'm here having fun. I couldn't respond them. I wanna tell them that I'm one of them; one of that poor people. I feel guilty when I eat while they are hungry. When I feel warm in home, while they are cold. Feel guilty to laugh, sleep, playing with kids, and enjoying my life. They don't know my internal feeling and how I'm suffering. I'm one of them who the bad circumstances covering my life to. But I believe in this saying: " People are always blaming their circumstances for what they are. I don't believe in circumstances. The people who get on in this world are the people who get up and look for the circumstances they want, and, if they can't find them, make them ".
I Chose Egypt :
I love Egypt so much where I dream always to visit and live. I feel that it's my second home. I have many friends there who they always support me and ask about my affairs. I talk with them by skype in their slang as I was born in Egypt. Their inspiration in my life have a great influence on my feelings.
Finally, would you understand me? Please, give me your opinion ..
Comments
Dearest mitran, I appreciate your reply on my blog. What a nice words you have added to it! I envy your friends in my country :P How I wishing to be her :) Because, It's so worthy to be friends with you dear
Dear Scarlett, Yea, I agree with you that we are free to show our privacy or not. But when it comes to the best and close friends, you think that it's important to be frank and tell them what you have hidden inside you. I felt that towards my best friends like you and others in MYEC. SO, I thought it was the true time to talk frankly and waiting them to understand me. How I am thankful to you my friends for your understanding and supporting
Dear Sweet Sandra, What a sweet words you have charged me with.. Thank you so much. I agree with you that Arabs are one hand, live in one space. We are altogether sisters and brothers, no difference between us
Dearest Deepa, thank you so much for your praying for me and my country. How I am so proud of you and my EC friends. Keeping with me, would support me so much. I appreciate it.
Welcome dear Maia. Thank you so much for your replying to me blog. How it is so kind to see you here :) Your words is a kind of candy that I have its sweet taste until now. I love your way in supporting me. Thank you again.
Dear Camilla, you are so welcome in my space. I'm so glad to hear that from you. Best friends could be known in some cases like that :)
Dear Ha Nguyen, thank you so much for your kind words. how your support motives me. Really, you are a best friend :)
Dear BR,
"Worry just makes the small thing a big shadow" :)
It doesn't matter when your hiding the real background. Because in the virtual world, so many people do like you just for protecting themselves from some harmfulness. And yes, you have the right to tell or not your private circumstance with other people. Everyone should understand and respect the privacy of others. And, I guess that you've already known the way to solve those problems with some friends who might annoy you, right? :)
Keep smiling! Everything will be okay! that is the sentence I always tell to myself everyday whenever I fall in hard time.
God bless you and those people who are suffering the poor situations and the hard time in lives.
I wish you all the best.
No dear, I have a best friend from your country. I respect her so much....even, I can share all my secrets with her. We had a deal that...........she will save money and next year will come to my house :). So, don't think so much about it. They're just joking and you don't need to care about them. That's all.
And I feel so sorry about your situation. War always bring "serious losses". My country is the same but lucky me...when I was born, it was over. Any way....It made my country to become "poor" for long time. Can you understand my mean? Really wanna write more but my English....
Thanks for the truth. I respect it.
Dearest hafida and Grace, I'm so proud for being my friends. Thanks so much for your soft words and support :)
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