Should I be afraid?

Every day I ask my self the same question.

 

I wish I weren't an afraid person but I am. I am afraid about the weather, about my life, about my work, about my relationship, about my family; I have so many things that make me feel scare. 

 

I would like to take a breath and let thing happen, but I cannot.

 

Every single day, I wake up and pray to God and I ask for wisdom and tranquility; however, I don't feel so self-assure of my self. I don't know why I feel this way but I have that feeling. 

 

I used to be a very confident person; now, I am terribly unconfident. I would like to take things easy and don't worry because there's nothing to be worry about. Maybe, it is because I don¡t get prepare for changes and for things that I know someday will happen. 

 

What should I do? I'd better listen to some music and get relax. You know what. I'm not sleeping well, so I think I should go to the doctor and have a check, maybe something is wrong with me and it could have a connection with my attitide. I wanna have fun, get a girlfriend, travel, relax, learn and live. 

 

God, I need you the most, I miss you the most, but you're with me so, go for it

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  • Thanks for all the support.
  • Sometimes situation make us so sad.......But we should never give up.

  • Life is full of uncertainties and we have valid reasons to worry everyday.

    But it doesn't mean we should let fear run our lives.

    I hope you'll find the cure to your fear whatever it may be.

    Good luck, Carlos.

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