The thing I abhor most since birth is "giving up". The feeling that comes inside when I think "I can't do it" is disgusting and most fearful. I did lose. I have met failures in life quite often, but I seldomly gave up. And the moments when I gave up, the feelings of regret and guilt are quite young. With time I developed an attitude to hate the habit of giving up.
This trait is not about academics or physical strength only. Its about intellect as well. If I can't appreciate Shakespeare's hamlet then its my dumbness. If can't understand Nobel laurent Amaratya sen "argumentative Indian", then its problem with my comprehending capability, not with them for sure.
In the movie 'the peaceful warrior' the old trainer says "there is never, nothing going on". It was true. If we cant notice something does not mean its not happening. What may look chaotic to us is a pattern we are unable to comprehend. There are always moves and counter moves. Its just we should endeavour to notice those nuances. They are phantom to notice and requires special wisdom to notice it. A wisdom go getting right leverage at the right time and right place.
And this is probably the life is all about. The journey, the idea of keep loving the path you travel. The idea of knowing what you are doing , why you are doing the things you are doing? After all it's the reason behind the actions that reveal our true character than the action itself. Nothing happens without reasons. Reasons reveal the sequence of events. Events which results in issuse. Issues which create difference in lives ...
There are dots which make a line. A line that makes sense. A pattern in a direction with predictable behaviour. Behaviour is reflection of attitude. The idea of giving up is like of not trying to decipher randomness. Not appreciating the beauty god spent time to make. We limit ourself thinking that its all random. We give up! One should always think deep to get something worthy out of the thoughts.
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