“You’re a cold-blooded monster!” Blue cringed and suddenly smirked then shook his head. I know I am, though it seems like I could kill anyone and accept anyone’s demand someone’s life and wants to be dead with a very reasonable price, in my heart, I couldn’t kill anyone, including this man at my front. I may seem like a beast lying behind this innocent face, holy genes! But I’m not yet qualified to replace satan down there. We talked about so many things happened after we got freed from that miserable hide-out, Blue found a girl to marry, I’m happy knowing that he’ll continue living a normal life, unlike me. I’m so hollow inside, there are so many pieces missing in my life, that up to now I don’t know where to find, actually, I don’t know yet what is missing.
“Do you have any news about others? Are they living a normal life? Are they trying to find their real families or prefer to separate themselves from their past?” I asked Blue with all eagerness.
“I heard the girls are into charitable activities, their experienced helped them to reach out for those battered and abused children, they are really doing fine, I’m so glad they did not come back to the way we used to live.” He answered calmly. I felt joy with his voice. I’m so glad too.
We had so much fun reminiscing old times, how we managed to escape those enraged vendors when we stole something, the cops who chased us multiple times, those were silly moments of my life. Those are bound to be forgotten. Blue and I parted ways and promised to see each other if there’s a chance, I need to go now and check my new prospect, I was been told that my new subject is a very clever mid-aged man, who looks like a real-life ogre, he’s another drug peddler, not a small time guy, he’s been selling “green apple”, a combination of two or more illegal drugs. He must vanish and dissect into pieces. He’s a dreadful beast, a youth’s future breaker! I won’t let him live that long, his breathe must die out tonight.
I was busy following the Ogre inside my car when I saw a woman pacing a small alley; she’s carrying something with her, like a bundle of cloth or something like a pillow. She’s eyeing every corner and her movements were unsure and cautious, looking to all direction. I saw she went into the secluded spot of that alley, after few seconds, she went to the lit area and left almost running. Oh no! I missed the Ogre now, where is that beast go? I hate it when I missed something so crucial! That’s not me! This is not my night, lucky Ogre… I’m so prepared to crush his head, feel so glad that the med-student won’t mind a headless corpse, I was so delighted!
I decided to drove back to my apartment, and continue the “deed” tomorrow night when suddenly I heard a weird sound, a snuffle? A soft cry? I instantly parked my Lexus car near the small alley, I alighted and went to the place where the woman went through and checked what was there, and I can’t believe my eyes, I froze, almost shocked. I checked the rumpled clothes decisively, more or less I know what it is but still, I want a confirmation, I held the cloth and opened it a bit, there you are! That heartless woman left her newborn child here! My blood surged and my heart pounded, with anger, how could she…?!How dare that woman!!!
I stepped backward and looked for that woman, she’s gone! Hell!
I went back to my car and started the ignition if the mother could stand to leave the child, so do I, I must go now.
Weird, I got off my car and picked the child on the ground…and in a rush left the area.
To be continued...
(disclamer: Photo is from Google)
Part 5-Change
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Hello lovely Elen, aside from Evangeline, you are one of my special supportive friend and motivator here. You remind me of Blue, always there to help.
You can read the initial romance in part 5… ^.^
No problem, we know our lives are both virtual and reality but the latter took most of our time and focus, don’t worry.
About the link, I’ll work it out. Thank you. Keep safe and take care.
Vangie, you are my special supportive friend. That supports me all the way, but of course, the first one to criticize if I did something wrong. :D. Words which are true from the truest sense of the word are soft, tender, encouraging and boost some of our confidence. But you know I also like it when somebody tries to disagree with me like some of our dear friends here. I learn from those, from them, though not in an easy way but in a more drastic way. I can feel that these people are not against my person but only against my thought, I value them. However, those who speak so nice and loving to me like you and others makes my heart fond and gentle. I felt care and warm. :)
One must know how to discern haters from critics.
Muahugs to you! Wishing you beautiful a day too.
Dear Risty, I am very glad to see Blue and new characters. I am looking forward for the romance ^_^
These days are a little hard for me, so maybe I couldn't leave a comment when I see your blog but I will try to do it as soon as possible.
I agree with Evangelina, it would be nice to mention your other blogs of this series. :)
"Take all positive feedback with a grain of salt, especially if the source is from a friend or someone who just wants to be supportive. On the other hand, don’t be devastated from negative opinion – it can be a necessary voice that you ought to hear, a vessel through which progress can be made."- Life hacks
Vangie, I want to pour praises also but find it difficult to do most of the time having the fear that I might be misunderstood or taking out of context. I know you mean what you say, even if it’s positive or negative, but rarely did I read negative feedbacks from you. Vangie’s peculiar character, yeah!
Maybe I just reflected what you showed me, a beautiful person. You trust me more that I trust myself. Hahaha! You know, that’s one of God’s characters, to trust an individual even if nobody does, or even oneself denies himself as trust worthy. You see good in me more than I do, I always give my attention to things that I can’t do, instead of things I can enhance, but there’s always room from improvement and I’m starting to change some flaws, hopefully. I will not refute that up to date, my introversion still haunting me, but unlike before, I see some meaning to be like this, I’ve been using my precious time to learn from myself and observe other people, I’m trying to blend and socialize, but you know… most of the time I want to bit my tongue from what I learned to others..hahaha!
Oh gosh! I know I am a grammar slayer! Haha! But reading a lot of books help me to construct familiar words to sound it better. To enhance my writing skills, undeservedI should use “practice makes perfect”, this one goes well with pen and paper too. :D I like to hear praises but don’t know how to handle them. Haha! I underserved or like, am I really reading this? Hahaha! But you know how to say it right, like a tap on one’s burden shoulder.
I linked the parts down of my blog to see the next part. Thanks for suggesting that, blogs of Noas’ are really awesome, hats off!
I’m willing to hear you out even a billion times. :D
To my dearest motivator Evangeline, I’ve been reading so many tips from different sources on how to be better in writing and how to be effective when using emotional words, but still, I need to eat a lot to gain enough confidence to write something interesting. I found out that positive comments reinforce a writer to write more, regardless of how likable their works are, it is a good feeling to know there are some who would like to read and to follow one’s story. I can compare my feeling to someone who feels so cold and suddenly there’s a fire to warm her. Like great relief and incomparable comfort. J Pssst, Vangie… thank you!
My main character is a hero and an antihero at the same time.
“Babies can make everyone's heart melt...even a supposed to be hardcore criminal :-)...I hope the baby somehow will make him reconsider his way of living.”
Wish granted. Check Part 5. :D
There are so many hidden truths in all forms of life, we don’t notice them but still, they exist.
What do you think about the grammar construction? My choices of words?
My lovely supporter! I will never get the tired reading you, and you never fail to make me feel better. :)
Currently, I’m working on the next chapter and the baby is his sudden turn around point in life. Your assumptions are well aligned to my story, and I’m happy even though I didn’t mention anything like that you still felt the context. Yes, that’s the reason why he picked the baby because the feeling of betrayal, isolation, and rejection are enclosed to his being, he hates that the child will feel the same as he did when his mother left and sold him.
I think your grammar is way better than mine, thanks for the correction dear! I’ll edit this and check if it will sound fine.
Btw, Blue is still around in the next chapter. :D Plus additional characters :D
Thank you, thank you!
Here I am again!
A baby! What a surprise! I think he is very sensitive with children. This story reminded him his own story. His mother left him almost like this and she is one of the pieces that he is missing. He is missing her but he is hurt by her also. So, he couldn't leave a baby helpless. Btw, Risty, my English is not so good but as I understand from your last line he took the child with him. Maybe it is more correct to say "I got off my car and picked up the child from the ground".
Oh, I am very happy that he met Blue and they exchanged their news. I think he envied him a little. I am also happy that the girls are fine and try to help abused children, if I understood right.
Curious to see about the baby and that woman who left it!
Risty, I just read it but I don't feel like I can think and leave comment because I am so sleepy, haha :D
I will come back tommorow!