Ali is occupied by uncontrollable feeling of sadness. He gets in his car and sets out outside his city, drives as speed as he can .listening to touchable music . just to release his enduring agony.
Although he spends half an hour, but still has the same sad feeling.
He sees a mosque in edge of a city, then he enters the mosque and begins to pray.
He sleeps peacefully on soft sands of the mosque and covered with its clear sky just like other visitors.
Actually, it has been an unforgettable spiritual moments , whereas the only sounds that one may hear are the voices of suppliants and the moans of prayers. He listens to melodies sounds but he has never heard such sounds. Their melodious voices fill souls with reverence and ascend to heaven and echo turns those voices into tears and sighs.
Ali's pulses leaped as his mind was dazed and wandering in a mist of his guilty memories ,he compressed his soul into a single agony .Suddenly, he burst into tears, his lips mumbled and his face lit up by a glow of inspiration and a glorious reverence. He felt fully unaware, when spontaneous feeling came upon him at once.
( O, God , don't cultivate me with your punishment), he said many times . he was overcome by weeping and began to repeat this sentence until he fell down and was unconscious
Ali let his imagination ran away with him to touch and smell the heaven .
Honestly, Ali felt that something spiritual touched his soul and lightened his heart , that sense easily moves his impression to gaiety and pleasure.
he stay in the mosque Beyond the farthest edge of this night.
he wished he could stop the time.
Then ,Ali came back home satisfied and wrote down those moments in his dairies . He hoped that it might remind him how to release his agony next time. to remind him that when merciless gates of earth were closed by strong obstacles , and there were no way before him ,then , there was a gate for entering , the gate of haven .it was wide open enough to except all sinful and guilty tortured people.
Comments
yasemine , i am so glad to see your comment . yes he will affronts his agony by this weapon ,the spiritual feeling is the best helper.thank you dear.
It is so true that anyone can have those feelings of Ali. Now, Ali has realized his agony and he wants to release it.
In your following blogs, I hope to read that Ali will be affranchised from his agony with the help of the spiritual feeling!
Hala ,When evil thoughts come into your heart to dash it , and close the ways before you , there is no way but the way of Allah .The feeling of confession to Allah .cleans hearts from exceeding sins. As you said we need these times
thank you dear . your comment means that you read my post and that is a pleasure enough to make me glad.
messy Anyone can feel this feeling when The tide of fear began to rise in his heart.
no doubt you are pure person to feel the same feeling of Ali.
I am so thankful for reading my blog.
rema mohammed abdullah According to my observation , I see good quality in your lines too .
When a good learner like you praise my writings ,that means me a lot .i am so thankful for reading my post.
It is common feeling , wide speared among people , especially when the waves of love began to toss , in this moment you feel the vain of life.
Thank you
Kyuri hi dear, one day the bell of destiny will began to toll ,and we will depart away .this feeling always makes my close to Allah as much as I can .
I am so glad that i able to depict Ali's case by description words .
Thank you my dear friend
lama amar thank you dear for reading my blog , and sharing me with so nice comment .
Everyone needs those moments of thinking about the present and recalling the memories of the past to learn from the mistakes and not make it again in the future .
Every morning ,a new sunshine ,a new hope and a wish for a better life .
Thank you dear Tawfeeq ,You have a genius way in transcribing your emotions and thoughts .
This is awesome! I felt something when I read this...
By the way, May Allah bless.
Peace ^_^
That's really a wonderful story, Tawfeeq! Allah is always there for us, we just need to pay attention to Him, be faithful and repent our sins sincerely.