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10/30/2011-1.48 p.m

Hi everyone...How are you all today? I hope you have a nice and great today. But for me, I can't see light.All in dark..I am bad mood today.I am very very angry and not feel good today..OMG, I should be calm down...............................

I had just finished join the Program that I had mention it in previous my blog, SIFE program.We had interview to become a  new member of it.I don't care if I  selected or not.Probably I am not selected one because the other students better than me.Almost students join this program is chinese student.We can count only few Malay student join this. Do you know how it become like this?....This is because one of the important characteristics to become a member is fluent in English. So how come like me will be chosen?? Most of chinese student here are good in English.

Now, I still not satiesfied with other members in my group especially to my leader and the assistant.Yeah, I am know that they good in English actually if compare to us. But how they conduct our group is not good. They dont know how to closed with others members even do we are not perfect like them. Both of the become representative to presentation. Compare the other groups, they better than others.

Actually, I want to join that program because I want to improve myself likes comunication skill, want become a leader, learning how to interact with others people and the most importantly I want become more confidence as I am now actually lack of confidence. But, I am now change mymind..Maybe there are anothers program is more suitable for me.........