Dear Captain,
If only you were with me! I am a little tired and lost. Give me a hug, or pull me up, please.
I feel embarrassed to tell you that your Nikita loses herself again. You know, I always deem you are happy because you are enjoying a life out of your own choice, your own interest and your own design. As your own captain, you explore a sea life that is full of adventures, excitement and hopes! The sea is like your wife, as well as your life direction and destination. It's your happiness and your career at the same time. Even though you told me you had made wrong choices, done stupid things and gone after incorrect life goals, yet you found your way eventually.
I am now confronting a puzzled period of my life. They say life without a direction and a goal is like a ship without a navigator. I've no idea what I can do, what I like to do, and where I am going. What I am sure is, I don't have anyone whom I can depend on all my life, including my mother, and I don't want to be a parasite even if I have someone to rely on. It's a torment when I don't know what I want.
How did you go out of confusion when you were at my stage?
Yours,
Nikita
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Giggling, I'll tell her your words! And Mickey also will not look for old bags [except for antiques, lol]
God bless my sister!
.........you had made wrong choices, done stupid things and gone after incorrect life goals....... Who didn't Sweety??????? Tell Nikita to ease up on herself and to has some compassion for herself. If I were her; I will not look for my old bags. I always look for new ones. God bless you my little princess.
Hey little bro, your English is more and more beautiful, as beautiful as your mind now! hehehe.
Your words will comfort Nikita, I'm sure!
Good weekend!
Yeah, sis Anele. Life is full of ups and downs, so is our mood. And I guess her illness must have some influence on her mind. But there will be a way out, yes?
Thanks for your continuous care, dear sweet sister! Enjoy your weekend!
Giggling
Hey, my ES, would you like to give her some ideas? giggling~
Have a nice weekend!
Dear Nikita, it can happen to any one of us on occasion. your general feeling of malaise and dissatisfaction is telling you something pointed. it's time to reroute your direction and start finding a new pathway to a brighter future for yourself.
Take good care as usual! Have a very wonderful weekend ⊱ Mickey ⊰ .:)
I think that it's time for Nikita to have someone special in her life. Someone who will give colors to her dull life. She is down and I am afraid that her illness will eat her heart away again.
Oh my goodness. Nikita once again proved that she is not always at the top of the wheel. Sometimes, she is under the wheel, feeling being trodden down by the trials and adversities of her life.
Oh Nikita! How I wish that someone would share his strength with you!
Oh, poor Nikita! Hope she can find the way out and keep going.