Dear Captain,
After a long while, I've calmed myself down from my deteriorative memory and my stupid mistake and decided to write to you again. I am sorry that a thing happened in last June which drove me crazy delayed my letters to you. I hope everything is going well with you.
In that gloomy June, my belief was destroyed by Grandma Zeng's death. I thought I was getting better just as mom always encouraged. It turned out my condition rapidly worsened and it caused a big pity as well as made me lose my life confidence. That day...
Someone who I seemed to know visited me and asked me to go with her because a grandma in the gerocomium wanted to see me. Since I could hardly remember anything about the my past experiences in the gerocomium and mom also worried about my condition, she was refused. What a mistake I made! I blamed myself for missing the last time to see Grandma Zeng who wanted to see me in the last moment of her life because of my poor memory. How stupid and selfish was your Nikita! How could I forget such a loving Grandma! Captain, will you forgive her?
Her last letter is with me: Nikita, the reason why I keep single for my whole life is because the one I loved betrayed and cheated me and from then I treat every man as a married. I don't remember if I asked her such question before, but she left her last secret to me. I'll keep her letter——to the last moment of my life, even though I don't quite understand the secret or the answer.
Captain, take best care of yourself.
Yours
Nikita
Comments
Hi Nikita..How are you.? I miss reading your letters..Anyway, the biggest painful man's experienced is loosing someone that is dear to him..But we cannot avoid it because this is reality.
Sis Bala, thanks! Dear, I no need to tell you how much pleasure it is for me to see you here and left your markable comment! Giggling~
Nikita: Thanks, Bala! You are always so sweet!
Hey! Long time, my sis sewar! Ok, I'll tell Nikita all your good words, also I keep them in my mind. Thank you！
God Bless You, dear sister!
Sweety, I believe in the beauty of love, but in the other hand, I believe that there are many people around us do there bests to change love's beauteousness into ugliness. Anyway Sweety, tell Nikita, there is always a true love circles around us, but we have to let our heart open. God bless you Sweety.
Mick...... Thank u dear, I no need to tell u how much pleasure it is for me to see Nikita's Letter again..... Not only Captain missed her and her letters, but even Me...
Nikita... Dont worry, everything will be alright..Time has the power to heal any type of wounds... as Noaspls rightly said sometimes it's better we have poor memory.......Atleast you have her letter with you in memory of her.....
hahaha, indeed, E/S [lol, lazy me, can this be your new nick?]. It was a lifetime secret.
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Yeah, you know your memory sometimes is like a naughty kid. What you wish to remember, it turns out to be forgotten faster and vice verse.
Thanks for your sweet comment, nirzhor!
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I think so, smile! But I guess Nikita must have had a tough time to overcome herself for her "mistake".
Giggling, thank you!
That's really a huge secret!
So nice blog,thanks mickey.
Sometimes need to forget what make unhappy and remember what really excellent.
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