Dear Captain,
Miss you so much. But I know your goal and your life belong to that vast blue sea, there is your home, and where your heart belongs to as well. I just hope you enjoy everyday with the sea, and come back when you feel tired to have a short rest.
Last night I dreamt a bitter dream. In the dream, my soul attached to one imperial concubine, who was out of flavor of the emperor before I came. I wonder where her soul had gone, why my soul attached to her body and where my body had gone. So weird a dream!
As I live in such a body, I enjoyed a simple and carefree life at first. I wasn’t sure if the concubine loved the emperor or not, but I didn’t know the emperor at all. She lost her soul while I lost my body, so we were one. I wasn’t interested in striving the emperor’s favor and I tried not to attract his as well as others’ attention. Everyday I just did anything I like to please myself with the company of my servant girls and the eunuchs. Most time I hid in my own palace, except for lovely days I went to the imperial garden.
Captain, do you believe in fate? I think I did in the dream; there must be a destiny for her [the concubine I mean] and me. Once I was reading beautiful nature poetry with the accompaniment of the heptachord in the imperial garden, a gentleman came to me and made a wonderful analysis of the poetry and the heptachord, and he praised me an elegant girl. In the coming days we talked about more poems and he played the Xun, which was fired by clay pottery, was one of the oldest musical instruments for me. When we fell in love with each other, the emperor somehow noticed me and treated me very well. I went into a dilemma, and I had no choice. I couldn’t choose my love, because of my position, but if I couldn’t choose him, I would not be happy.
It was a long story; I will write it into a novel and send to you next time, dear Captain. Now I need to cook the dinner for myself. What is your dinner?
Take care!
Yours sincerely
Nikita
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Rofl~ Captain wasnt in her dream and he wasnt a choice at that time!
Same here my dear Mickey.
This song always moves me easily~ I like the song and the movie very much.
Oh I guess our dear Nikita should love this outstanding song by Celine Dion:
Every night in my dreams
I see you, I feel you
That is how I know you go on
Far across the distance
And spaces between us
You have come to show you go on
Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on...
Nikita, after this time, whenever I listen to this song I'll remember you and your sea love exactly like Rose and her sea love, Jack.
Thank you, sweet sewar!
Hi my friend Mickey, actually, in dreams and in love there are no impossibilities. God bless you and your captain.
huh? What did you smell?
Why do ya choose the Captain?
escapades??? Oh no, I am devoted! rofl~
First of all I didnt know the emperor, and secondly the man I fell in love with was just in a dream! [btw, "I" means Nikita]
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