i joined ep...i dont know when..i think its bin months..
i ve to leave not bcoz i want to...(not dat i m not having the time of my life here... being told dat my parents abondened me when i was a child..n i was attention seeking rude girl....a manly one who is into girls...n many more i dont remember.n as luty said...dat i m like dat bcoz ders no one to love me)
i enjoyed me stay here..wid wonderful amazing ppl on ep....so many of u ..so many ideas so many different thoughts...( diferent kinds of insults..) well everything was great...n i must say...
I don't know half of you half as well as I should like; and I like less than half of you half as well as you deserve.
i have to leave coz i wont b able to get online altogether...but when i can...i will...
during my stay here...i behaved irrationaly...rudely..arrogantly...in one word u can say...i behaved as i always do...i m ashmed to realize n acknowledge dat i caused many bad momnts n many fights in de room...if it had not bin fr me..i m sure ud all ve enjoyed beter....
why did i behave like dat....i ve many excuses n each lamer den de other... i m just this way..which I know, is not de best or an approprite way to be...but i cant help it...i m de way i am..
no need to say...u try to behave.....i ve tried to try..n i cant even try to try...
no words can truly show my ...enormous regret fr my actions...
i just want to say..i am sorry for being wat i am..i m sorry for not being wat i shud be...belive me it never felt gud to be me...its not one of de best feelings when u suck at everything u do...may be..i sucked more den any one else in the histry of sucking..
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running away from problems will not solve anything dear Maggie