I really tired. Tired of loving, may be tired of living... Its hard to live when your love with another one. And love another man. Its hard to see when they go somewhere and playing, kissing each other. Nobody understand me, even I am. Nobody believe that I loved only girl. And think about Her every day. Maybe they don't believe to love. I don't know. I really tired.
I kiss another girls and fall in love with other, but never forget Her. In the end I decided She or no one. Maybe it seems crazy, but it's true. No, it isn't seem crazy, its really crazy. I don't know what to do. Right now 5:04 AM, and I am sitting against my notebook and writing this words. But my mind thinks only about Her. Her smile, her eyes, hair, lips...
I am fucking dickhead. That's all!
P.S. Maybe this post isn't understandable, don't be calm. I wrote it for myself, not you
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