It's been quite a long time had past since we parted ways but this wounded heart of mine is still in agony, deeply in pain crying out your name. Fairly enough that i survived every single day without you but at the end of each day, i pity my mind and heart for they haven't stopped working. I always ask God how long will I need to endure this pain. It is like I'm slowly dying inside and no one can hear me for help but God. My patience is about to leave me and start to lose hope but something inside me from the bottom of my heart telling me to be brave. Someone's gently whispering to my ear to have faith in God for He will not leave me in this test of life. It must be the angels the keeps bothering me when I'm thinking of you, for they know it will just aggravate my misery. I did what is right. We did what we think its for the best. I hold no grudges nor bitterness, for we end up not because of infidelity or lies, but because we certainly loved one another and I'll always will.
Life is surprisingly a mystery. One minute you're happy, the next minute you're not. That's how life played us. A mundane routine that we had, have and will always encounter. But beyond that mystery lies a lesson learned. Fair enough,for nothing is permanent in this world. Somehow, the phrase "there's a rainbow always after the rain" is what I've been waiting. Its a bit elusive right now and only God knows when will it happen. I pray to God that He will stick with me until I get my feet off the ground, move on and walk to continue my life.
"Hindi ko magawang magmahal ng iba,dahil noon pa man ay inilipad mo na ang puso ko."
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Things happen for a reason. Sometimes you have to let go, or sometimes it is better to let go on time rather than when it could be too late.
Things will pass. Your life goes on. New people will come, other people will go. Get the best of each moment, of each experience, and keep going. Keep praying and trust God. He'll never leave you.