" why didn't you reply me, my dear? I was worried about you....please ...please... please reply me, I'm waiting impatiently"
I touched the "send" button and the message hovering in the middle of the night....such a memorable evening, which has been run for months.
The nights that always reminds me to her loving eyes, the smile as sweet as cotton candy
the love messages skyrocketed and flashed in the air...sometimes the message brings smiles, sometimes anger, sometimes sweet sometimes slightly bitter, sometimes intimate sometimes hot...mostly bring the fear feelings for both of us.
There are no nights to be missed with a feeling of how all of this might have ended because we are separated by a very extreme distance, like a nightmare which tortured in our sleep.
Among all the women and all the loves, for me only her, no matter how the situation, no matter how it's impossible for us even just to build a dream together, there's still something that is real
"dear am I real to you ?" Her message arrived
and without any hesitation, I replied...
"of course dear we are real, and always be real"
hmmm is there anything more human than love and is there anything more love than human?
I met Her through the air, start from the string of letters which I interlace into the words and embroidered as a love messages...and then her angelic voice seduce my ears like music that soothes...
and after months, I saw her on the screen, her appearance were stunning my mind, lovely eyes, sweetest smile in the universe, and everything become wonderful like a blooming flower on the spring time
and the love messages are flooding like a water in the rain season when the drainage is not working good....
Until one crucial moment......
"what are we looking for dear?" Her message arrived
silence covering the air...
"Do we have future or we are just playing the game?" next message arrived
Reality crashing into the castle of love that we build up with the beautiful words.....
everything's ruin by words
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" why didn't you reply me, my dear? I was worried about you....please ...please... please reply me, I'm waiting impatiently"
After thousands of messages sent, she kept silent, I didn't have the answer for her simple question
and she disappeared in the air ......
Comments
Thank you,it's touching cuz it's about our daily life and near to us, I'm glad to share this story.....
No matter if the connection was in a virtual world, a connection was still made, a connection of the heart. We all yearn for a connection and sometimes the best we can give is only a glimpse of time, who knows the reason why we sever connections, but the best we can do is be thankful for a time shared to us and move on. Thanks for sharing this truth in a beautiful language Ratu! :)
Yes it can be you, cuz this story belongs to us on EC, intense meeting on mainroom and on private can make ppl feel so close to each other, and love can be appear...but reality could be so mean...distance, status, big differences in many things can be such a huge obstacles...that's why I wrote this sad ending cuz many ppl can not bear the obstacles and choose to disappear in the air.....
No matter how long you can stand for it, no matter how strong it is, sometimes disappear is the best choice to keep you awake and continue life...
Thanks dear... Ily too, thanks for always be my biggest supporter, mean a lot to me, Carlos, thanks
Dear Lara..
Thank you I'm so flattered, sometimes I think I m so melancholic while im writing the story, writing, turned me into different person, when I face my laptop and start typing, I am sinking in to the story, and the melancholic words just came up hahahah
thanks Lara, for supporting
Nimzaf my friend....its been so long
thank you ...thank you and thank you
Dearest Elen, yep....same story, different person, but the situation almost the same...I do my research, spoke with many friends here, and got the honest answer for my question...and a bit of my own experience heheheh, maybe ill do a lil research again with you for my next blog
thanks dear
Blessing, kepalaku gedeeeee nih
thanks dear, you wrote a good blog too, im about to ask you the same, I wish I could learn from you too
Dear Roziiiiiiii, OMG your comment is longer than my blog hahahah
you have to write your own blog then Rozi, I will be the first reader...btw thanks for reading and give me your idea...
Mish, yes from dust to dust....from air to air hehehe, I wrote it to dramatize this story loool
thank you bro...cuz we are LOVERIA
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