This blog is dedicated to my friend & my sister whose parents had passed away a few years ago.
" It has been so long, a decade and a half. I'd say your memories are fresh in my mind, But they are not, they've started to fade as time goes by. I have forgotten the feel of the word "mom" on my tongue and my lips. I cannot say it anymore. It kills me to say this word!
I cannot recall your face, or the way you used to talk, whenever I think about you I have to recreate the images and the sound of your voice in my mind. I imagine what would you look like, if you were alive! What sort of a relationship we might have had? But even after all these years, in times of loneliness and desperation I call out your name, not intentionally. It just happens.
I wish I had gotten the chance to be with you a little longer, but I know that it's a good place that you are in now. I have two guardian angels in the heavens, looking out for me. Guiding me along the way, praying for me. Life would have been much better if these angels were here with me, in flesh and blood,
If I could touch them and hear their voice and feel their presence. I will always love you.
And I miss you both. Now more than ever! "
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nice one.
really nice,, My father also passed away two years ago. But i have fresh memories of him, his talks, his style and his advises to me. I can't ever forget him at any step of life. He is alive in my heart.
May the souls rest in Peace Amen !
Shah your blog says a lot things which comes purely from heart ....... :)
Everyone has to go but we need to brave and move forward in our lives and you know their blessings are always with us wherever they are :)
May god bless you !
Speechless
The thing I fear the most, when my father died, that I will forget his face, his mannerism, his advice and other simple things. Now even after so many years, I'm glad that I still can recall his face even without looking at the photo. My siblings and I can still about him and his sometime quirk nature with fondness. So, even after so many years, I think the deep love that we had with our father is making us still remember him.
As I commented earlier somwhere here:
Just give your hand in your mama's weakening hand, there will be no need of any other gift. I have experienced this, but when I realized it, she had already gone.............May Allah bless her soul and keep her in eternal peace. Amen.
Thanks dear Ahmed.