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FROM PART II

It was a horrible nightmare again, Angel had a very bad night sleeping. It was a dreamed that her mother was shaking her on her arms. After awhile, she saw again a horrible chinese man putting her at the blue crib with 2-3 other kids.

One is like sleeping dead, she sleeps on it while the baby boy was sleeping and the 3 other young kids were about to stand up. It's like a throwback. She saw that chinito guy that put her on a crib. She doesn't know why, all she knows she feels better because she was sleeping on the other house before she went to the bed. It's a twist, really a twist .

She's wondering if that boy is a robber or kidnapper but he promise I'll get you in due time. Until then she woke up after an hour it's dinner time. She was feeling bad, she feels she was thrown up on a pit with her father. She is now about to wake up on bed, she doesn't know why her dreams went bad. She closed her eyes again, thinking it was unconscious mind. She cries hard looking for a hug she felts better the first time she went to that blue baby crib. Her spirits flown away from the kids and went back again. When angel had her eyes closed, she felt she's in Mars or Jupiter. She saw galaxies , stars and universe with a big hollow surrounded with a violet rays. She wonders where she came from. Some piece of her were broken she don't know. She asks herself , Am I alien? 

She saw some babies from the crib was not around anymore, and she's asking where did you put them? She doesn't know why all her love went away. Are they scared, or just getting some money because of her. She saw herself that maybe some days she will also get by other parents. Someone will adopt her. Until one day she saw a curly hair on her dreamed that was gun by another guy and fell away from the ground while they were having dinner on a dark rentals. She suffered 6 years in a very tight rentals, with a very strict maids who kept changing from time to time. She almost forgot the day were she felt lost at the nearby ocean.

She's fighting to forget childhood, and she laters feel numb. She was awake and she heard her mother cooked some smoked fish and other dish at the table. 

Mother: What's wrong with you?

Because she's 6 years old she was in shocked and full of questions of why?

Angel: ah ah ahm okey ... I'll sleep early. Can you please read some bedtime stories.