Feeling alone though there are a lot of people around you is the worst feeling. Today is Mid-Autumn Festival in Vietnam. It's also the first festival I have joined in the US. No moon cake, no lanterns, no friends, no family ... I feel cold inside and outside. However, I can't share my feelings to anyone ... I don't know how to share but the most important thing is I don't really want anyone to know my feeling . Don't want to bother anyone. It's true that I always struggle myself ... I have just seen the wedding's album of my old classmate and also some pictures of my close friend with her boyfriend. I don't know why I cried ... yeah ... cried in silence. I feel jealous, and ... uncomfortable. Because day by day I can feel I am getting older and older, maybe it's time for me to have a shoulder ... I always try to do my best to work, to support my family and forget my feelings in purpose. I am really tired now. I am not strong as I used to think but I never will give up. I have to be strong and stronger.
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Dear Kiriku, Noaslpls, Teaching is Art ...
Thank you so much for sharing me. Now I feel better and strongly have a positive thought. I know that happiness will come to person who has patient enough to wait it. I will keep trying to wait that day :)
Once again, thanks a lot, all my dear friends.
Don't be despondent and make loneliness hinder you from enjoying your life to the fullest. I'm sure your friends would love to hear how you used to celebrate Mid-Autumn Festival in Vietnam. Share your cultures with others, and make them see the beauty through your eyes.
Dear friend, last night as I took my kids to Hang Ma street and bought them traditional Vietnamese toys, you know, lion head and handmade masks which made from papers, tiny drums, star lanterns, rabbit lanterns... I got stuck there over one hours and sweating all the time.LOL. However I enjoyed it much, it reminded me of my childhood as each mid autumn festival was a great and unforgettable day which I could eat as many moon cakes and biscuits as I wanted. And last night, a group of five kids with a lion head danced excitingly along my street while hitting the drum and cymbals till mid night. A bunch of other kids ran after them and asked the elders for some bucks... Do you remember?
Every person needs a shoulder to rely on, including you and me no matter how strong you are. Friends always are the best in each person's life besides their family, I think. And here we are.
Dear karol,
Thank you so much for reading my blog and gave me precious advice. I'm really appreciated what you've share ... I will try to open my heart and spend time for myself ... I know it's not easy to change in a short time, but I will try.
Thanks a million times karol ..........
Wish you all the best things in life :)
First of all...TAKE THE WEIGHT OF THE WORLD OFF YOUR SHOULDERS.
Do not be hard on yourself for others.Selflessness is For pleasing your self in your life not for increasing your burdens.You are human and have to reveal what you keep inside from time to time even if you will do that in a notebook or a blog like that.Furthermore,you are not alone.All EC members are your friends..:D...So Take it easy and smile.we meant to be having fun and enjoying our life not to get depressed.Do not waste a second of your life that you will regret for it late..:)..:)..SMILEEEEEEEEEEEE..:D :D