Every time people compared me with you. I never said anything. I kept all my words deep in my heart. I tried to accept the fate that you were so popular, so nice, so kind, so generous, so loveable. Meanwhile I was not, I didn't have all those characters you had. All I knew, you were always be there when I needed you. You always helped me when I was in trouble.
But you never understood, I was always in trouble because of you. People came to me only to know you, only to get information about you. And that made me sad. What could I say? I needed you more than you needed me. Now, you have gone. Do I feel free? No, I still live with your shadow. I still get your friends messages. I still can't leave you, I still need you although you will not come again to my life but I still keep you in my memory.
Do I need to tell you that I am not you and you are not me? Can you see me and hear me up there?
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Sima..:( I wish that too.....
Bala...I knew this site from her, and did what she wanted..what can I say?
Noas ... I hope that so.
Sono..you are right...
YN.....I think so..and I decided not to publish it....
Thank you for all who put comments here..
I am not you, you are not me. indeed yes it's universal truth ..
why you said that, do you have any doubt?
concentrate on yourself, you have every thing(let me say more than your friends).
kindly don't mind this phrase I wrote to myself. Because you are very confident no doubt.
Each of us is individual, with special and quirk traits that define who we are. People may wanted to 'know' you first because of her, but I'm sure at the end of the day, they will realise that you're one unique individual and special. Just don't try to be her or anyone else. Just be yourself. :-)
Hope to see her .at least in after life :(
It would have happened bcos u introduced yourself with the status as a "Friend" of Her.....
Be yourself and everybody will come to you for You.
:(