Yes! I know I’m asking too much but I’m only asking for what I think enough to suffice all my needs…yes, guys need not only want. These days, I can’t say it’s a terrible thing but rather terribly hectic, not that I became a big shot though it feels like my brain is over-analyzing almost everything.
When I wake in the morning all I think about is how to manage my time and how to accomplish everything that needs to be done. When I lie down on my bed at night my mind is still working, thinking what I’ve done for the whole day, am I moving forward? Is there any progress? Am I useful? Is the day worth the heck of my existence?
Working eats a lot of my time, roughly almost 12 hours per day. That most of the time I forgot to even drink my morning water until I felt my lips went dry and throat got sore, unfortunately, that’s my reminder that I have to drink now. I don’t have time for my breakfast, sometimes I even used my lunch breaks for additional researchers I’ve been doing for some days now. Occasionally, I also work part-time though it digests my 2-3 hours evening time. I would consider it luck when I can insert my rehearsals for my dance choreography. To be honest, I’m not complaining…I’m only wishful…
Once a week I need to attend my class for researchers in psychology and public speaking up to the wee of hours. Other forces will tell you to stop right there, you need to move to another language. English learning will be set aside. :d I noticed that I only give myself a 3-4 hours sleep.
Now, what’s my point here? Sir Expector requested us to blog, at least once so why not?
I love writing. I know I take this hobby for granted… but guys promise I always get in touch here, reading though not usually commenting. I read a lot, so many things that sometimes my mind couldn’t handle all the information anymore. I scheduled myself to have some photo shoot to alleviate my blogging hobbies into the next level but I ended up doing something else. (Sigh)
How I wish we have 30 hours a day so I can invest that into writing. It would be lovely to write more about different places, stories, useful tips, technology, sciences, and my advocacy in life (though nobody cares..I don’t give a darn..:D)
So, guys, I hope one day I will be back into good writing shape and write, write, write more just like before….
Thanks for reading my discreet sentiments...
God bless us all!
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Dear Onee, I usually do a plan for almost everything but in some instances I repeatedly gone wrong with that. Part-time? Basically I earn money from it, experience, and something to blog about…so, what else can I say? You know I want to blog about people here in UAE, how they work and survive especially the expats like me. I could write with feelings if I myself experiencing the same thing, I started from the bottom~~they are called blue collar. Luckily, I would like to thank God for this genes, the aging process is somewhat slow and that’s normal for East Asians and South east Asians like us, don’t refute this please..hahaha! Thanks for your concern, wish you well too and God bless!
Dear hermano! I also agree with that, but you know what? I get strength by doing these things, just like I’m renewing myself day after day. The thing to ponder here is they see me trustworthy to think that I can accomplish the things they want to be done. Isn’t that great? I guess it is, as my basic ground principle~~I can do all things through Christ who is my strength. Thanks and God bless you!
Dear Tante Rose, to be honest, I don’t want to change this situation like decreasing my tasks, all I want is something phenomenally impossible. Haha! Additional hours to fulfill everything. Time to relax will be in September with my family, until that time I have to work more than a construction worker does. It’s not that you can’t say no to a particular task, it’s just I can’t bear to refuse if there’s a favor that I know I can give to help. I hope despite the fact that I neglect to gain my own good memories, the people that I get in touch to will have it when asking something from me. That’s one of the purposes of my life. Thanks for sharing the sentiments and feeling the same way-sympathy.
Risty dear,, I think it is us who decide whether 24 hours is enough for us or not.
This is just an advice from a friend. Why do you have to do parttime job? Can you leave it. Oh, sleep 3-4 hours each day.... so bad. :( I'm not a doctor. But I really learn about my healthy life style. You know, your skin will start to wrinkle so soon. Next, you'll have a problem related with liver... :(( Better care for your health dear. Best wishes to you.
...and I also know you're wise enough to get the balance between your duties and the things you like to do :)
Thanks for sharing your discreet sentiments hermana.
God bless you!
Dear Risty,
if only hectic rules your life, you will not stay healthy. I get you very exactly because my life was also a very busy life. I did work in full time for more than 40 years at IT field, had to care for my children and my husband, I did gardening and much more. Time for myself ... no idea how!
You need urgent time to relax. Our body can endure a lot and he relaxes during sleeping ... the issue is always the mind because we can not turn off our thoughts. But a good balance between stress and of rest is important to stay efficient and fit. Our life isn't endless and at the end we shouldn't look back not only on our work ... we need also memories of happy times filled with adventures and great experiences.