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Just woke up minutes ago, it's 5:30 in morning. I used torch in my phone to check if she is flying in my room and then after convincing myself that it was a dream I turned on lights of my room so that I won't freak out. But I still need to share it with someone and I am all alone atm so I am sharing it here..

The dream I don't remember where it started but I was with my evil sister and the place was completely strange house. My sister was taunting me continuously about my joblessness with really heart boiling comments. I took a job as a personal care assistant for a 1-2 year old girl. When I reach to meet first time to this house they asked me to understand girl is a little different and was victim of some accident that made her like this. I walk into room with mother (i guess) who was telling me this, and when we reach to her bed i see a groaning girl's body who is i felt she is dead but alive, and to describe, her lower half was crushed and hanging vains and meat that probably was crushed under some vehicle and her upper half was like scratched while she was dragged under tires while her lower half getting crushed.

I looked at mother just to not freak out though breathing heavily and trying not to show my discomfort. She is cool, called her name (that I don't remember now) and told the girl that I am going to take care of her so not to leave home when I am there. Girl only groaned again and I am almost dead inside still standing. Mother took me out in living room again and started telling me that if I am wondering how she goes out it's by flying. I am still trying to process and she said she understands if I am a bit shocked.

But asked me to keep her engaged at home so that people will not be disturbed outside. In a way she said she doesn't want people getting scared by that ghost. She asked me if I can and I just saw girl flying outside at sudden. We ran to street and i saw mother somehow convinced her to get back. At this point I somehow still not able to utter a word but nodded yes I will work when I looked at mother.

I came back home and still not saying anything but when my sister asked if I got the job it broke mine till now silence I was scared and I started telling everything to her so that I get some hold on reality and she might comfort me. She started laughing and also blurting out hateful rant that I don't want to work so I am making up such stupid stories and I did not go to interview in real.

I am disgusted with my sister and next I see I went back to the girl's house. I went to her bed and I start saying some of typical lines with barely able to utter that, "I am here to play with you, you don't have to go to playground we will have fun" something like that but really almost with hiccups of fear. She groaning and I know at the moment no one else is at the house.

The girl started flying again and I am freaking following her outside, on road, people freaking and I am begging her to get back, and we enter at some place like some office building. I felt she is trying to find someone and at a moment I felt she is looking for guy who killed her. At this point she gave me a look like she was reading my thoughts and approved that "yes this is what I am doing". I at this point got a composure type feeling, and started just following her but still thinking that this ghost is way better than my sister.

She again I guess read my thoughts and now she got out of that office and turned to my house. I am running I felt she might kill my sister and trying to stop her. We reached to my home and my sister saw her already, as she was ahead of me, I hear cryings and somehow I feel satisfied what she is doing to her, she was just hovering on my sis' head when she was running in fear, she started coming to me in hope of help but I just said loud, "now you know" and she turned to outside, Ghost followed her to the road and it's all night outside now I hear very bad groaning of that dead girl flying after my sister and very dreadful crys of my sister and I am standing still at this point calm like justice is happening somehow and ....

I started waking up like not opening my eyes but know I am in bed or maybe I am still standing there... I feel numbness in my legs around knees and when I open my eyes I found myself in unusual posture I never sleep in that with my legs arched, I feel blood is not maybe reaching to knees and I looked at almost dark room and just a sudden shiver went inside me feeling that she is flying in room. I used torch and .... you know rest..