God forgive me ....

Today, I was thinking about my dreams, my forgotten dreams .I remember   someday I was alive with them .they were all of my reason for breathing.

When I wake up in the morning, I just though about them even when I was yawning  like I get all of the energy from the world and they told me smile and take steps forward me .i am waiting  for you.

I do  not know how much it takes to forget them ,writing my story ,business language ,be perfect ,trying for my life ,be perfect at my job and BLESSING GOD  and PRAYING  HIM  for what I have and what he supposed to show me in the future. I believe every people in my life, all of my friend and all of the people that even hate me brought in my life with will of GOD to show me something that I did not know about or give me the experience that maybe supposed to have them with bad consequence .I feel the blessing of God in whole of my life .even the time that I do not think about him so much.

You may think that I am happy now when I am writing this blog .i have to answer you :NO, I am not and in while  I am at my job  my eyes are  getting full of tears I really wanted to have situation to cry loud and loud as possible . You know I feel I am losing this valuable life .the every valuable second of it. And when I see how people who   are in bad situation and still successful. Why do I have  go to far away .have you ever seen  the disable  person who can do the stuff which is really hard for a healthy person .how strongly and seriously they  look at their life and how much they are happy from their life .

They gave me energy for my life and make me shy about who I am and who I wanted to do and  still indolent  about it every day and every night .I am sure sooner or later, I will be more than now angry and I am sure that  if I want to keep up like this, I will never forgive myself and I will spend my old age in sorrow.

I m looking at the pictures of these people from this morning and say myself ..why you are not thankful of God's bless and  do not use them for achieve what you want in your life...


"She is Persian and she was blind from the time that she has born but she can paint "

"He is Chinese and she paint very good just with his foot ,oh God i cant do this even  with 5 hands"

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  • he he he friend are you here ?but why i cant see you O_o ?so another thing what do you mean by that ha ha you know tha i do not understand soon plz explain me hahhahah albate nemikham begam moshkele IQ daram :)"

  • I love always listen to your words granny , it is clear that your words bring up from a light heart , you know i love the way you are , i have never seen a person the same as you are , i wish all the best for you ALL THE BEST , cuz you deserve all of them  , and i am sure GOD will cover you with all of his bless , your word a little made me shy , i am not as good as you said ha ha ha .

    but i love you granny so much , you are the best one :)"

  • Anyway, really intrestingly and withing much self confidence u'd said : I told him u had to ...
  • Sniper Venom , look you are telling me to do something that you cant do it yourself ,LET IT PASS,

    as i told you i will be sad old woman in the future in i wanna let it pass like never happened any thing , you know yo are right i started laughing a day after writing this blog the things that i always do , but i cant never forget what i want from this world ....WISH ME THE BEST and thanks for your comment ,by the way , yes in that blog i mentioned my boss ,hahahha what is the problem with it ?:P is it possible you are my boss hahhahah

  • BTW... Nothing can be done about it. Fortunatly or unfortunatly, forgotfulness is one of the human traits. Of course being thankful is not enough.
    I always remember the qout which sez :
    God ! How countless u give ur provisions and how determined we pray.
  • What r u sad of gal ?
    I'm sure the day after writing this, u've forgotten what it is about...
    Close ur eyes and let it pass
    Just like the others did in past !
    Forgetting is a provision from God.
  • Thanks for your advice dear piaopiaocike  yes you are maybe right but how can i enjoy from sadness moment :)"

  • Do not care about the end result,Enjoy the process of pursuing the dream.Enjoy your own life,Whether Happiness,happy or Sadness,failure!

  • my lil Sis Noorany .happy new avatar i cant see when i go in your page and here it is too small so .i have to tell you tha t i am so happy that make you feel about what you wanna to have and about your dreams ,stuck and adhere strongly to your dreams .may Allah help you in your way that i am sue he will help u :)"

  • OH my God nighthawk ..i wanna do crazy thing ..i love your advice .oh my god .thanks God for having the same friend ,you gave me advice like one member of my family ..thanksssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss a lot ..this is my crazy act ..you know let me tell you another thing i love every world of your comment ..great comment ,nice comment .unbelievable comment ..thanks a lot :)" this is my crazy act sorry again :

    You know what's bad about worries, we try to forget about them for a while, and then they come again. Good news is; we can get rid of them but only if we want!

    Trust me, ups and downs come in everyone's life but you know what, the problems in our life don't last for too long.

    Please don't mind, you said you want to cry, so find the right time, go to your room and cry as much as you want. Don't worry, you'll feel a bit lighter afterwards. Drink glass of water if you need, then no distractions, no computers, etc. just think about your worries one by one and see if you can solve all problems. I'm sure you'll find the solution for each problem. If still there is any problem that you feel unsolvable then ask yourself a question, does that problem worth it to waste all your time worrying about that? 

    - Never think that you're losing your valuable life. Always think positive about your present and about the future. Our thoughts are turned into our actions, our actions are our present and future comes one day at a time.

    - Be confident about yourself. Always think that you're the best! Learn to smile in every condition of life and believe in yourself to face every difficulty in life.

    - If you're making mistakes, never worry about your mistakes. Making mistake is the first step towards success. However, learn from mistakes and don't repeat same mistakes again. Never care about people, they only talk and then go away. Nobody controls you, your life is only within your own control.

    - Instead of spending lot of time in worries, try to engage yourself always in something useful and enjoyable. Share even little happinesses with your family and friends.

    Oh no, sorry I talked too much and also added my comment too late, actually I'm getting too busy these days not sure, if I'll be coming here regularly. Anyway, Take care!

    i love it and i will read it every day :)"

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