God forgive me ....

Today, I was thinking about my dreams, my forgotten dreams .I remember   someday I was alive with them .they were all of my reason for breathing.

When I wake up in the morning, I just though about them even when I was yawning  like I get all of the energy from the world and they told me smile and take steps forward me .i am waiting  for you.

I do  not know how much it takes to forget them ,writing my story ,business language ,be perfect ,trying for my life ,be perfect at my job and BLESSING GOD  and PRAYING  HIM  for what I have and what he supposed to show me in the future. I believe every people in my life, all of my friend and all of the people that even hate me brought in my life with will of GOD to show me something that I did not know about or give me the experience that maybe supposed to have them with bad consequence .I feel the blessing of God in whole of my life .even the time that I do not think about him so much.

You may think that I am happy now when I am writing this blog .i have to answer you :NO, I am not and in while  I am at my job  my eyes are  getting full of tears I really wanted to have situation to cry loud and loud as possible . You know I feel I am losing this valuable life .the every valuable second of it. And when I see how people who   are in bad situation and still successful. Why do I have  go to far away .have you ever seen  the disable  person who can do the stuff which is really hard for a healthy person .how strongly and seriously they  look at their life and how much they are happy from their life .

They gave me energy for my life and make me shy about who I am and who I wanted to do and  still indolent  about it every day and every night .I am sure sooner or later, I will be more than now angry and I am sure that  if I want to keep up like this, I will never forgive myself and I will spend my old age in sorrow.

I m looking at the pictures of these people from this morning and say myself ..why you are not thankful of God's bless and  do not use them for achieve what you want in your life...


"She is Persian and she was blind from the time that she has born but she can paint "

"He is Chinese and she paint very good just with his foot ,oh God i cant do this even  with 5 hands"

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  • Thanks dear friend Michael I will do it for sure :)"

  • god bless you ,the one who has a dream is great,keep on going to fight for you dreams.

  • hmmmi was talking about Persian girls lol do u respect all girls ,,this is great then :)"

  • Thanks Dear Stephen ..you always are the best and the most positive person in here ..i have to say after all days that i posted this blogs hhahaha u just again remind me what i though about my life i wish i can overcome with all to be lazy ,i think fr that i have to take my time again on myself thanks a lot for your great comment :)"

  • Hahahaahaha.....

    What r u saying /

    When I said "u" I referred to all of the girls in here !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  • Yes, everyday in my life, evertime I wake up in the morning, I always think that I should do the best, prepare myself for every chance that may come to me, remember that the day passed never come back again, and be responsible with what God has given and trust in my life. I think that drives my life to live to the fullest everyday. I pray to God that He will remind me if I dream to low... Maybe I won't be as great as other people, but I've done my part, and taking care my responsibility.

    And yes, sometimes I forgot to do it, and thanks to you for remind me! :)

    The sun that shines every morning is reminding us about a new day, so you still have the chance to be better!

    Cheers, keep dreaming and move, make it come true!
  • Are you kidding me ?( dari kharam mikoni)or you are not ...if you are not i have to tell you you made big smile on my face ,and you are the best and will be best man i can feel it .you will be successful belive in yourself just that and keep on going and do not have stress  my friend :)" 

  • Up to now, u're the best and this is ur condition, let alone ( meaning:che berese be inke) u get the worst !
  • hey yo u know us well ..and u have to know that we are the best ..ha ha ..this is not a joke 

  • oh !
    I didn't know that.
    Anyway, don't u agree that I know Persian girls?
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