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At first thank you all for reading me, Well as every night I am at work, wasting my time I think, eventhough some of my friends think work is a work, mine isnt as easy as it looks. Here is my history, I started this job since 7 years ago, at that time I was 29, I was almost 4 months without a job, so I thaught, I´m gonna take this one, just for a while, something better or something that i want will come. Surprise, since that time, nothing better, I am still doing the same shit, almost all of my friends were promoted I am not !!! even people that is suppose that they are the most silly and irresponsible were... NOw a days I am sorrouded by younger and new coworkes, I feel that I not fit with them. Serious I want to refuse one of thouse days but as I told you I dont get nothing better, Thanks God I am earning so so, and not much to do but it´s because I work at nights, due that I think I am getting older faster and I am not in the mood to do another things at the days because I always be angry and sleepy, because I dont get enough sleep at the day, I am in this situations since 17 months because before that time I was at the days, but I change my shift because of the stuffs I wrote before. Now I feel comfortable, I dont see my motherfucker boss and that´s a break for me. Surely you ask, why the hell I dont leave my job, here you go some reasons, I am 35 years old, never finished my career, married, I have a son, my wife doesnt work, so before I leave my job I must think about that stuffs.
In my country is very difficult to get a good job if you arent a professional, and hardest if you are more than 30.
About my job: I work for an insurance company, I attend emergency calls due to emergecies of the insured people (car and property) I have and average salary for my educations, isnt bad I think but I am sick of doing the same shit every day. My biggest chance is to get a job in an english call-center (I wish an position like a data entry operator) But my english isnt as good as u think, the shit is, I cant do a long term comitment, when it comes to study. So could you give me some advices, what should I do, Work for a call-center isnt the work as wish, I will do it for the pay, ohh another fact, for now I work weekends even holidays. another option is get a job like a clerck, nice schedule and work only weekdays. If some one understand me, feel free to advice me, I am an opend mind when it comes to advice to improve myself, ty in advance and sorry for my mistakes.