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I am closing my eyes and immersing myself into the deep ocean. Falling down to a place where I am alone.. only me, myself not disturbed. Here it is real me, not influenced by anybody and anything. I might be lost or down but such dreaming gives me new hope. Hope, which fullfils my body with the invisible drops of energy and gently caress my tired face to assure me that I am not alone. Dreams are my sweet companions, who are always more than welcome.  Sometimes I desperately wish to relax, to escape from the sick reality and experience the undescribable moments only my crazy mind can offer. No matter, if on the top of the highest mountain of the Universe or deep down in the sea....what matters is the mixture of my this awesome feeling, peaceful calm mind and absolut harmony. At such moment I would love to reach so many places! I would love to do so many things! All these visions and ideas, all those untold secrets are waiting for the only one second within I close my eyes and turn on my imagination. Suddenly impossible becomes possible, unreal turns to real. In my fantasy I can reach end of Earth. I can find myself at the place, where the rainbow starts its journey over the sky. I can see sunrise on the left and sunset on the right at the same time. I can play with the rain drops and show them the right direction. I can make the leaves fall dowm from the trees with one blow. I can fly close to the sky and feel totally free.

I can....finally open my eyes and enjoy again reality after leaving my awesome fictive world.