Dear friend,
I'm writing this because I think you listen and understand and we have a same tact in music and movies; and please do me a favor; I don't want you to judge about me based on my past 'cause I think I'm not sensitive, shy, taciturn and sad as much as I used to be... and I promise I won't be judgmental too; not even about you but also about everybody else...
I just can't figure out that how all these happened together... I'm talking about 3 years ago when I was mentally normal(after being mentally bad(!) for six months)... . Why exactly after my exam which I couldn't pass it_ my parents started to fight with each other or something like that? Why I felt that I am somehow alone and need to be with someone? Why my best friend broke with his girl and told me:" You can rarely trust in them... rarely..." although the ringtone of his cellphone was "And I love her..." which made me to know more about "The Beatles" and like them?
Although I'm really interested in writing, music and cinema, I don't know why I obeyed my aunt and chose biology to study, which I like it but... I prefer my interests! Now I can understand why specialist say: "Fallow your interests." After a while you really miss them.
You know, I care about God, my country and my family... and at that time my family was in danger... I didn't know how to help my parents. They hurt each other hard so I was trying to find a way to help them but... it was so hard. Day by day they were getting worse to each other and I was getting bad again... when my only friend _who was obviously my best friend!!!_ went to Turkey to leave there, I really could feel the depression again...
But this time I tried to prevent so I tried to find a way to empty my mind and stop this depression. So I decided to exercise; I decided to run while I'm listening to some techno songs... maybe it's helpful... who knows that? So I prepared a collection of some high voltage(!) and energetic songs, bought a pair of sport shoes and yeah! Next day I went out to do it for the first time and then... I saw her for the first time... yes... for the first time I saw her...
I'll write to you again as soon as possible...
Love always,
Behrad
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Onee-chen... you are right and it's good I think... have a great time there...
"No one can decide what kind of family we have, but at least friends are worth"
"Forgetting doesn't mean being unconscious of all." My best wishes for you, Behrad. :)
Hurieh... yeah... a combination of real and fictional events...BTW, that will be good to know your idea about the next one :)
I just realized this is a fictional story. Glad to know that. I look forward to next episode of your story.
Blessing... you're words are energetic. I'm so grateful for your kindness... you know, we always need the guys who judge in the right way(maybe someone like you!)... so I don't want to say that we never should judge.
Your idea is important for me, so I'm happy that you liked the blog...
"I heard some of men say that girl is like an engine for men."... I think it's true but just before getting married with that girl!!! hahaha...
Be always good, please... just like now...
MARY... hahaha... yeah... I appreciate that... I long for that! ;)
dara gino... you are an indeed friend my man... wish the best for you...
Behrad! So nice of you! :D
If that makes you 'happy', I'll comment in all your blogs then ^_^
Khahesh mikonam dooste khobam, Behrad. What are friends for?
setareh... you're so kind... just like my aunt :)
When I read your comment I didn't feel like you are preaching... that's a talent you have... have a great time...
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