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This short writing based on the unilateral love and two songs name 暧昧 and 他不爱我.

The theme song is 他不爱我

You can come here to listen my audio (with my broken pronunciation):

AMBIGUITY

Ambiguity makes people be more longing and greedy, but concurrently, more afraid of facing each other. Because you all may know that … no love causes ambiguity.

Sometimes, I want to confront, to bravely ask him “Why you don’t love me?” but it sounds like I’m too tired to have enough energy and motivation to force him or to see who gives more, who pays less.

One side, I want to follow the destiny without insisting, other side is to request for a little love back. I wonder, who makes me become weak, fragile and self-opinioned like this. Because of him, because of the dream I want our love to be forever until the next thousand years and because of being loved by him.

He’s just like a gust of wind, which blows in my soul suddenly and makes it fresher, also leaves me freely and I can’t stop it. I feel like whenever we are a bit closer, he just becomes further and further.

I know … because wind is unbridled, free and arrogant and because I love that wind, I’m willing to love him silently and let him be free to do what he wants.

I love … the WIND!