I was ten years old and already hated something. It was an idea of a couple who love each other but cannot be together. A not happy ending love story. What can I say? I was just a kid. The cause of this was also predictable, a movie. I don’t know the title and have no will to know. I will not spoil anything because I am afraid some of you will recognize the movie, but I give you a clue that in the end of the story, both weren’t married yet, met at the place they had dreamed in the past, and they separated with just only few words. I was crying for about thirty minutes or so and said “Pathetic!”. Heyy!! I was ten years old, remember?! Lol xDSo, I hated it since then. The idea of cannot be together. It had been haunted me for years. How if this kind of case happens to me? I had no idea, I might be rather die, or never fall in love at all, hahaha! Both are pathetic, admit it! And then it happened, I feel in love and didn’t die yet. Even though we cannot be together. Miracles do happen everyday.Kidding guys! It’s not like what you think. It’s not like a lovey dovey romance story you ever read. He is my friend, I like him very much and so does him. How can I be so sure? Because he confessed it, I also could not hide my feeling well. But things are not always simple. We couldn’t make it. Stay as friends would be the best choice.This aches my heart a little, but I am not sad. I accept it as it is. Life is not always smile, right? I cannot always own everything I like. Then I think again. This thing had been my nightmare and It ended up just like that. Took me a while until I find it out, I wasn’t falling in love with him, but I was in love with ‘the idea of being in love’. I was scared of an idea, I was in love with an idea. Damn! I should be more careful with my idea, it may be able to kill as well.Thanks for reading and happy weekend!!!
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In majority of cases love ends the same way u have written in your blog.
Better to stay away from it. But easy to say than implementing it.
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Love is powerful to make "mind-traps" of emotions, and feelings, probably you have fallen into of those traps.
thats exactly true, I just realized it , that people "can be afraid of love", I could add it to my blog at least.
Let love heal, but not wound.